If I didn’t get put on meds I would have ended up in a really tough degree. Probably failed out of it. Probably would have had a girlfriend and would have treated her badly. Probably would have started to train for triathlons and talked about it all the time while barely doing any training.
Now I’m just a big teddy bear. One day I will get my act together.
I would have killed myself. I would have been a bundle of nerves and probably starved to death if I didn’t actively kill myself.
Most likely suicide. I tried before
I couldnt sleep… i would die by insomnia…!!!
I have a suspicion that I was on the way to going postal.
I was tortured by my delusions…often I would come up with a reason to kill myself to get out of the time loop…probably finally would’ve been successful…but I was retrieved by the police and sent to a state ward where they kept me until I stabilized even though I didn’t have insurance…best thing that ever happened to me.
My brain would have shrinked from constant psychosis. I would have a brain of a one year old by now or worse.
I would still be in a hospital. I thank meds for that. I hate mental hospitals.
If they didn’t have meds we’d all either be dead or abused by staff and other patients in an asylum somewhere. Swept under the carpet of society. In my opinion.
Jail, homeless, institutionalized or dead.
The truth is I don’t know for certain.
Lost and turned out runnin from myself.
Jail or homeless
Mental institution forever…
Tbh I do wonder if the positive symptoms would have gone if I wasn’t on meds but it wasn’t worth the risk as far as I’m aware
Probably stuck in the mental ward forever. I’m grateful for my meds but ungrateful for the fact that I can’t live without them.
I’d likely be dead. Period.
Probably suicide, due to constant voices.
Jail or suicide
I would be in jail or dead. I was not thinking good thoughts, nope nope.