Here it goes. Sara’s bad days. A voice in the head viciously smiling: piece of ■■■■, piece of ■■■■, piece of ■■■■, piece of ■■■■.
If I go outside of the house I’ll end up with the purple pills.
Please don’t do it ! You don’t need those purple pills if you’re talking about the drugs other than psych meds? I hope you can refrain. Good Luck !!
Trodon, syntetic heroin crap. Gives you just enough confidence for less than 2$ per pill.
Thank you @jukebox 
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I understand addiction, I’m on day 4 stopping smoking cigs but I am very addicted to weed and am very weak about it. my cousin wants to score an ounce soon and I know he’s going to offer me some. sigh…hang in there, kitten.
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My skin crawls just thinking about it.
When I went through this sometimes the only thing that helped was a LONG shower and anything with sugar. Sugar helps.
I feel your pain and wish you the best. You CAN do it. One minute at time sometimes but every minute is a victory.
Sorry to hear you are having a bad time Sarad. If you can stay away from the opioids - I expect they can be habit forming. Sorry if this post isn’t much help but sending good vibes your way.
Personally, with my experiences with alcohol, I’ve found that it makes me feel better over the short term, but then the next day I feel horrible. The thing to do is take it easy. Try to find a calm spot and stay in it. One thing I do when I am really craving alcohol is eat a bowl of cereal with a huge amount of sugar on it. That mitigates the craving. Maybe you can find some kind of substitute for the purple pills that isn’t so damaging. If not, just try to take it easy.
You are not a piece of ■■■■ @sarad - you are an intelligent person, who seems like they have a lot to offer in this world.
Drugs are a self destructive way to cope - there are better more positive ways of dealing with life.
No I am not preaching
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They are not even purple. Green, ■■■■■■■ green.
Thank you @Wave and everyone.
Well yeah… lets go back to the second box of an ice cream, Bridget Jones.
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I stopped taking morhine pills in 2010. I thought I’d die. The voices became worse. Morphine dampen the voices. But I feel so much better not taking them. Stay out of trouble. Be safe at home.
I took kratom and it was good the first couple times but then when i kept wanting to do it, and it started becoming shitty, i flushed it down the toilet…no metaphor intended
Sarad, I hope to send good vibes your way. I’m scared of addiction. With both my parents and brother being drug addicts and my dad an alcoholic, I was scared to take anti-anxiety meds. Except I’m addicted to caffeine that’s about it but to be considered a true caffeine addict you have to consume 500 mgs or more of caffeine and I’m at 200 mgs daily with a couple cups of coffee.
Have you considered checking into a detox center?
Also, if you do relapse after being off it for a while, keep in mind that a lot of OD’s happen b/c the user tries to take the same dosage they used to despite the fact that their tolerance has decreased.
Anyways, stay strong and good luck!
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Lol, profanity.
i hope you are feeling better 
take care 
Well as I told my voice to stop spitting profanities around…
Bitch, I’m fabulous. 
Yep. Im feeling better now.
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No to street drugs
No to booze
Yes to women
Maybe to men
No to tobacco
Yes to prescribed meds as prescribed
No to delusions, hallucinations, disorganization
Yes to coffee
Yes to school or work
No to idiots and or idiotic behavior
Yes to responsible people
Yes to exercise
Yes to protein
No to crappy food
No to negative symptoms like not getting out of bed or doing anything at all
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Coffee sucks dude…seriously .