It has been over a MONTH now of this horrific anhedonia. It is absolutely miserable to deal with. I come home and want to play a videogame or watch a show or do literally anything and I try to and it just holds no appeal. All of my hobbies now give me the same excitement as if I was watching paint dry. I can’t focus on them at all. On my days off of work I generally end up sleeping all day because of this because at least I can feel excited in my dreams.
The only things that bring me any pleasure right now are sex, junk food and alcohol. And my fiance isn’t always down for the sex thing so I’ve mainly been heavily leaning on junk food and alcohol because my brain is starved for enjoyment of something.
I emailed my psychiatrist today that the increased dose of rexulti was doing jack all for my mood and I needed some kind of antidepressant.