Percecutory Delusions

I know this subject is getting old for some people, but its really getting to me. I feel like every moment of my life is being judged by a force that doesn’t want me to be happy. I think a happy thought and i hear some sound (people, inanimate object, twitch in my body) and i interpret it as that force disagreing with it. I get angry, anxious most of the time. It feels like im fighting against both my thoughts and the outside world.
Anyone got any tips or advice dealing with this problem?

Welcome. Are you diagnosed with any mental illness? Are you on any meds? I remember I had the same problem as you when I was psychotic.

My voices often tried to bring me down calling me a cheater when I was studying, dumbest man on earth, a criminal, a pedophile, etc Do you hear voices?

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Welcome to the forum @PaulXtrim ! I don’t have any solutions off the top of my head but Aziz’s questions are good ones to get the ball rolling.

I’m not diagnosed officially, but I’ve read a lot to know thinking people can read your thoughts is not normal. It started after I smoked meth 2 years ago. I’ve been so we for a year now. But the psychosis stuck.

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Yea many of us deal with this every day. To me sounds like the beginning of hallucinations where the voice is more like an inner voices than an actual audible voice. Sounds like early stages I suppose

The outcome is better the sooner you begin treating it though. I wish I had started meds sooner than later. My voices no longer go away mostly because I refused meds for so long IMO

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