Does anyone know anything about voice magnifiers, thought processing magnetic resonance imagers, hearing voices in your home that originate a block away, hearing music play in the background, anything about the “dope show” and the government involvement, etc. If you are having anything remotely similar, please don’t hesitate to respond.
I am trying to connect with people that are having similar issues in their life.
I was like that before I got diagnosed and put on meds. I quickly came to the conclusion that it was all just faulty brain chemistry. My mind was playing (very believable) tricks on me.
I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I’d avoid websites that promote conspiracy theories like that. I used to visit them and those websites almost killed me as I didn’t seek medical treatment and believed what I was experiencing was a government conspiracy etc.
It took me over twenty years to say I have schizophrenia because I denied my diagnosis and thought it was real anc people were doing it to me maliciously.
I used to think I was under surveillance. I thought that my friends were conspiring against me. I could hear like really loud voices. My delusions became more and more bizarre. I thought that I’d been drugged or poisoned. Then came the religious delusions. I really lost it all!
After cops drove me to the hospital because I was psychotic in public I got on meds.
On meds I don’t have any conspiracy theories, I don’t think anyone is plotting against me. It’s just brain playing tricks.
My only symptom is that I’m hearing voices, those are a lot milder than they used to be. Sometimes a delusional thought pops up but I can discard those.
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