Mine involve aliens, and my religion so it’s really complex and I can’t figure it out. It’s pretty far out there and cosmic. It may have involved an alien abduction or something along those lines. Sometimes, I think it spans the multiverse. I don’t know. Lately, I’ve been thinking I was cloned or droned by the aliens or even the “Illuminati” type groups. I really don’t know. I feel like they are or can reset the day or time and I remember my past iterations/loops/past lives of going back in time like my whole personality and mind and illness and body and life and universe went back in time to like it was reset exactly back to the year 2013. My memories were reset too.
I even told my mom I wonder if I’m a clone, doppelganger, or a twin. She says no. I even have thought my family were replaced before by clones or even microchip-ed. I even thought AI (Artificial intelligence was involved).
I feel like this life is a culmination of my hard work on trying to recover from Monarch Programming (MK-Ultra), SSP, and Montauk Project (Montauk Boy). I figured they did this to me because I believe I was John Titor in a past life and possibly even Satoshi Nakamoto. It’s literally the Orion alien group doing it to me (aliens) and probably Satan. I feel like they made me out to be the anti-Christ or super soldier but I feel like I could be a witness of the Bible like Elijah or something because I’m a Christian. I feel like I’m semi-immortal but have memories and past life memories measured over trillions of years or trillions of past lives or more.
Every time I watch TV or YouTube, I get severely triggered like I cannot watch “Mr. Robot” really because I ‘hallucinate’ in my mind’s eye and think I’m Elliot/Mr. Robot and that stuff actually happened in a past life/parallel universe or in base reality and we live in a matrix. But reality was changed. That’s one example out of hundreds or thousands of different examples/possibilities.
There’s no empathy, sympathy, or support. I get no compensation. I feel like I was basically tortured and went insane and it happened but nobody cares/believes it/remembers it except me and possibly God.
I don’t know what else to do but to vent, basically, here.
Thank you for listening.