I was able to get a one month supply of Ozempic, today. I’m not sure how I feel. It’s like people are yanking on my chains. While off Abilify, I was making better decisions about what to eat—I was stricter—but I was also voraciously hungry.
I’m almost completely sure the hunger is from Abilify and my attempts to subconsciously eat myself into obesity so I’m not plagued with sexual desires (when I am too ill to hold on to a decent man). I feel trapped in a no-win situation.
You can’t just relieve your sexual desires?
It’s a constant need, especially the more I exercise and lose weight. It goes beyond the physical, and makes me feel super isolated if I wake up at night alone. It’s like a twisted love sick mind. Also, I’m a virgin, so I don’t want to get sucked into a different kind of fantasy world, when I had hoped to give that side of myself to a life partner who I love. Not sure if that makes sense…
Wow… that’s tough!!! Well just be kind to yourself…I’m sure you already know it …but those feelings are human. We all experience desire and longing. I guess it’s how we relate too it??? I have similar issues but they manifest differently. All I can say is keep your head up 
one day you might find more peace 
Maybe take it out on the page !!! Lots of people would probably love to hear stories like that 
Once your rollin in cash just get a boy toy lol… Just joking!!!