On the brink of psychosis

yesterday I had panic and paranoia. I was feeling I’ve been watched all the time by cameras. today I have similar feelings but I feel better. also i feel they will come to abuse & kill me… also Annette, my main voice, puts thoughts in my head and takes thoughts away. now I am blank due to thought withdrawal.

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if I was unmedicated I would be totally crazy I guess. fortunately I am on meds.

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Hope it settles down
I have this kind stuff roughly one a week

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you have it too? are you on meds?

Do you have anything you can do that makes you feel better?

no. I am just laying on the couch… I have no joy or interests. i suffer from avolition & anhedonia

You don’t have anything that can make you less paranoid? Nothing lessens it?

ativan helped a lot…

But like other than meds you don’t have anything?? Like does deep breathing help at all or meditation even? I know those things are kind of eyeroll worthy but I just want to help

meditation helps a bit. I tried that. thank you.

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What do you do that helps your symptoms?

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Well I normally do a protection spell on my house if I’m feeling too paranoid. But not everyone practices witchcraft :confused: I’d normally recommend trying some herbal tea cause it definitely helps calm me down. Eating a little snack I find helps ground me at times i think it also helps the fear response of the brain calm slightly. But I don’t know what will help I’m sorry

I also normally do grounding exercises like making notes about my surroundings

Well I’m glad it helped a little is there anything I can do to help?

I don’t like benzos. Ativan screwed with my memory. They can make you paranoid too. People get addicted to that crap and it’s awful.

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you helped already. thank you for the support…

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Well still if you need to talk or anything I’m here!

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thx noise! :slight_smile: you too.

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You might be scared that you will see this world the way it is. But dont worry. There is nothing in this world thats not supposed to be here. I think psychosis is seeing the world as it is…and its scary…but i always remember…there is nothing here thats not supposed to be here.

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Man sorry about the bad day, glad your feeling better.

Paranoia is a hard thing to deal with, I’m trying to work on getting better on that.

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