having a tough couple of days.goes in waves.getting paranoid a bit and sometimes hearing sounds.problary be ok in a day or two.just gotta keep going.
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What type of scenario are you dealing with? I’m having a sort of quiet morning yet they don’t last forever do they huh?
just wake up sometimes and feel much worse than previous day.nothing pacific.having sz is ****!
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I’ve been getting messages from officials, and they watch everything I do. I feel hopelessly imprisoned sometimes and always watched. I sometimes just don’t care about my hygiene and house cleaning…but I need to snap out of it lol this place of ours is a mess lol.
hope you feel better soon.i don’t feel I being controlled or anything like that.i get dodgy thoughts but I know they are.its just that they keep coming!!frustrating!!
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Yuppers I hope we can all feel less paranoid!
The docs tell me I have insight because at some point I realized it was impossible for the persecution around me to be real (it would take too many resources to follow me). I still face the challenge of altering my own perception of myself so that I might stop hearing so many abusive voices. Far easier said than done. But my plan is lots of new, better memories.
@pat1 - Sorry to hear your going through a rough patch. That out of the blue hit of paranoia is a killer.
But it does sound like your taking it in stride and doing the best you can.
Your right… just gotta keep going… if you have anyway to decompress the stress along the way… hopefully that will help bring back the calm.
guess im a feeling a bit better today.i used to hear voices in my head but since I took clozapine they have gone.im so pleased about that.i had them for a year,really awful.i cant imagine how awful it would be to keep having them.i really hope thay find a medicine that can help people who get them,
Right on I’m glad you’re feeling better. Even when I am on meds sometimes I am triggered by being around crowds or hearing angry tones of voice. I hope that new medicines are available soon too.