This is good @Anna1
You are determined.
Now fight like hell to gain some inner peace.
You are on your way.
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That’s good to hear Anna1.
Try those four things and see if they help you for the next time you post. I don’t know what access you have to therapy but :
- therapy
2 Try to think more positively
3.try to let go of your abusive past
4.do what exercise you can safely do
See if you try those things and feel better the next time you post. I hope you feel better.
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Well since I’ve been here 2014. You have asked this question.
I hope you will continue to try and get a bit better.
Hey even 5% improvement is better than 0
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Yeap, I know…
Am too bad, too ugly? Maybe 
I know, that there’s many other suffering out there. But I can’t stand my own anymore… before, i was just enduring… now it goes out in an ugly way…
Will have no love soon with that, haha…
Just one another thing… I’ve recently read an article, that some szs in Finland improved after being given Benadryl. I take this too sometimes at night, it calms me down well yeap. But it makes sleepy too lol…
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Yeap, there’s definitely an improvement since the past years… I move a bit more too, but I still get narcoleptic every afternoon etc. The pain still comes out heavily sometimes too…
But yeah, I changed a bit.
But it’s a pity , that I torture you all here with myself… am just still alone almost every day, all day long…
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Just keep on moving forward you can do a little bit each day and be proud
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And not counting on meds anymore, if they didn’t help much till now?
I just wonder till when, my strengths will remain…
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hi @Anna1
i has a problem like yours
my problem is i was isolated by society
becoz they think i m not man dont hv sexual organs
rumor about me said that
and everyone was misbehaving me everywhere i go
and i see them laugh and pointing their fingers to me
years like that so i was totally isolated
my only thinking is to leave this country and move to another country
i wasnot thinking to talk to anygirl at all and no girl was to talk to one like me
now everything resolved
after i saw some doctors and find i hv low testesterone and treated it
now i dont like to make relation with girls
i enjoy i m talking to them freely
i enjoy i mkidding with ppl without i feel they insulting me
i stopped feeling ppl laughing about me from behind
try to find something to enojy and start with it
even if it is to talk to guys
then further and further …
but it is not big dream to hv relation
try to find meaning big goal
not just making a relation …
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You should wait on the new medicine like sep 363856 or karxt, I think the first one helps with negatives, try calling the company to see if they have plans to export to your country
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