That’s good that they continue to care.
When people give up, it’s sucks, it’s miserable.
I think even the nicest most likeable person in the world, would suffer and complain if they had SZ and were in constant pain. So don’t be too hard on yourself, because you are dealing with a lot.
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i think you’re enduring the greatest suffering to be honest. And i think the finances are not nearly anything compared to how sad they are that you’re sick. If your family had nothing but rags but you were healthy i bet they would be the happiest people in the world! They love you so much and need you around. All your friends too! If you werent around their suffering would be 10,000 times worse. All your family wants is for you to be healthier, so keep working at that. Many small improvements make a significant change!
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@anon65069908 @Ribbon @anon4126574 @StarCrazy @anon40973946
Thank you all for your help. I feel…completely apathetic now. I feel flat.
I feel completely normal and it scares me a little.
I don’t feel anything anymore, maybe that’s a good thing?
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I feel nothing now. Feels like…nothing is happening. I feel flat. Just flat.
I feel cold.
I guess I’m getting accustomed to the feeling of pain. Nothing feels lifelike anymore. Maybe that’s a good thing? I don’t know
thanks for the well wishes. 
i heard you…i dont know if its good or not but… i know youre suffering. The best things in life always come right after the worst. Think of how brightly the sun shines after the storm. Its always after periods of intense suffering that Good comes. Like God says, " its enough" and things start to subside. Good things are coming trust me.
You wont be tried beyond what you can handle. Youre a strong one!
Thanks.
I don’t know what to say, I just suddenly feel emotionless and numb.
I’ll try to say something when I feel better- sorry.
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Do you talk like this in front of others? Saying you are bad and such? Do you talk about your symptoms all the time to people?
Because of so, they will eventually ignore you. It’s just how people are. They think someone that is sick is supposed to get better and they will then eventually start ignoring or avoiding people that constantly talk negative or are chronically sick.
It’s sad, but is just a part of how the world works.
The best thing to do is surround yourself with others who experience illness. They are far more likely to listen and offer support. Find a group session or try to organize one.
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People who talk about nothing about health problems and other problems are emotionally draining. I don’t mind being supportive for friends who are going through seriously rough patches, but with some people it’s 24/7 and it reaches the point where you have to cut them loose as a matter of self-preservation because they’re dragging you down with them.
Maybe not nice, but it’s reality.
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I think you kinda yelled at me one time,
but I didn’t respond, like mods want us to.
no problem though. you changed your profile pic
so I could wrong, it takes awhile to remember everyone
on here, after a long suspension.
Oh no. I’m sorry. I hope my post didn’t make things worse for you. 
I’m not very good at social skills.
I don’t talk about my symptoms a lot- that will give people chances to pick on me and start rumours. I only talk about my symptoms to my very close friends.
But I know that I’ve fed up a lot of people on this site.
I just don’t know where to put all the negative stuff because my therapist isn’t helping me.
Which also explains why I’m not a good person to be around with.
You’re fine. I’m just struggling.
I’m sorry if I yelled at you at one point. I think my profile picture hasn’t been changed in like a year, btw.
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I’m glad you have close friends,
where are they today.
This site doesn’t hate you.
my cousin Molly said she was a burden.
that kinda scares me that you’re saying that.
…which also may explain why I’m not very likeable to people (or fun to be with).
I would be fine if people cut me off to preserve themselves. I know that I give off bad energy, or make people feel depressed just by being around them as a visibly disabled person.
Do they outwardly act upset with you? If so, they’re very ableist. A relative of mine once got very upset with me because I had an anaphylactic shock to something. We were at a clinic, and my whole body had this bad rash. My heart was at risk of stopping. She was so pissed off when the paramedics came. Years later, I confronted her about it (assertively), and told her how it made me feel, and she apologized. She was frustrated, because my grandmother was having health problems around the same time. It helped me feel a bit better. There are still many in our society that believe we should all protect people with health issues. I’ve met good people online.
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ha, I may have the wrong person in mind.
never mind. by the way, I never hold grudges anyway.
I know that they are just tired. That is all.
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