I so dont feel right as of this moment i feel very not my self. Im in school looking around feeling very uncomfortable. I so dont wanna be here right not i dont wanna be home. I dont wanna write or learn or idk do anything. Things are begining to look different right now and sound different. There is only one person that knows about my illness and that’s like my only friend in school. I wanna succeed and finish and keep going in school and not miss no time. But the way i feel right now is very uncomfortable. I want to go out side and sit there and keep smoking. I feel out of my skin at the moment. I hate it when i get like this. I feel like someone else. Like im still me but this isnt my body. Im uncomfortable in what im wearing how im feeling and where i am. I dont know what to do should i take more meds should i sit here and see what happens should i talk a walk. Should i tell my school everything thats wrong with me. Im scared to be judged i dont want them to see me different. Its bad enough they know what they know but i feel so weird. And i have no clue what to do. Writing this is all i can seem to focus on right now. When this happens and I completely lose my self i hate how people look at me or talk about me when i come back. I know im me I know i dont feel like me im confused and fading in and out. I dont know what to do someone help me please.
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