So I woke up in the middle of the night and cant get back to sleep. I am a little psychotic, I heard voices when I got up and am having delusional thoughts about the girl on the cereal box (some olympic skier with pink hair) and I havent done my homework. Ive been going to this LGBT club and meeting people I mostly dont even like and getting too wild, I think thats a sign of something not right. I usually stay home and visit with friends, I usually dont find myself dirty dancing with my shirt off at 3am groping a guy in front of me while the guy behind me gropes me, or with a girl in front of me and a guy behind me, everyone shirtless and drunk might I add (except me, I dont drink)
People have been hitting on me and I kept playing along. Now I have like 10 guys who think i want to have sex with them. Theyve been texting me.
I keep gagging like im gonna vomit. I’ve taken my meds on schedule, nothing is wrong there.
Basically I am recovered as you all know, but I have been dis-inhibited and a little sexually manic lately, and today I had the whole wake-up-in-the-middle-of-the-night-to-psychosis thing.
Ive got two exams this week and I am a little worried about my sanity.
What do you do when you are feeling just not right? This is pretty serious, my GPA is on the line but I can pull a medical withdrawal if things dont clear up. I can also take my exams at another time due to having a cognitive disability, I have that option, one of my professors even recommnded it.
Basically, something isnt right. Ive been behaving strangely and now im having insomnia and mild psychosis. If I fall right now, I fall from quite a height, I am extremely highly functioning, I am on a full scholarship, have straight As and am a powerlifter, getting ready to compete in the fall.