Rushing into psychosis faster and faster. Have not slept at all tonight. I’ve been waiting for my pdoc to call since thursday! I need to up my meds.
She has 30 minutes phone consultation today. This week. I will go completely nuts if I don’t get through on the phone.
I’ve cancelled my meetings today. I can hardly think. I have a head ache.
I have 4 meds. Not working. Is this hypomania? It’s not mania. I don’t feel great and invincible. I still feel nothing. I hate anhedonia.
I’ll try to sleep during the day.