I have one friend who’s also schizophrenic but she’s in and out of hospital and have many symptoms and is hard to go out with me. I used to have another friend who I could go out with(she was bi-polar), but she was close to normal and I always felt inferior to her. And she abruptly left me by calling me “selfish”. So I’ve lost confidence in my abilities to get along with anyone close to normal.
Currently, the only person I can go out with is my mother. She’s nice, but I want a new friend who I can feel comfortable to talk to and to go out with.
I tend to feel comfortable with someone who has lots of symptoms, but if they have lots of symptoms it is difficult for them to go out. But I feel uncomfortable with someone who is close to normal and able to go out.
What do you think I should do