I just never would have chosen to be here in the first place.
This place really sucks and it should be discontinued as soon as possible.
We’re all dead anyway so whats the difference? Why force more people into it?
It’s terrible, they forced me to be here and i was a stupid kid so i kept going. Somehow i got really lucky and didn’t/couldn’t have kids, at least i didn’t put anyone else here although it was sheer luck.
Dude don’t really give up…this way OUR challenge in so many special ways. It’s our mind, it’s not worthless or flawed one bit. Have you ever wiki on famous people diagnosed? There are so many good artists including members of pink Floyd who are schizo. People have watched russel crowe play it in a movie…now for god’s sake it should be a reality tv show for people to understand what it’s like to be in the situation through you own voice and actions.
That speech I found in a SOCOM forum website. I read it and began to understand that your and I are some of the most considerate and precious people around. No normal person could ever be as resilient as us, we go rolling along and we’ll never stop. I won’t let you stop, my recovery is mania. I will not give up, why do you label yourself pansdisease anyhow? Do you know who Pan truly is???
Pan is the faun yeah, he resembles a lot of pagan mythology. Did you ever research this prior to the illness or did it just come to you? DOn’t give up…I deal with the above guys all day. And they beat me lol.
Hey man we’re not giving up on you. That’s the thing, you wanted to be here? No? Too fricking bad Pan. You were squirted out into the creation and we’re going through the same things, right?
Same boat we’re in, wearing different shoes. Yet I feel like I’m in a ■■■■■■■ gunsight. Don’t…give…up.