I don’t know what ill do online anymore, im interested in nothing whatsoever.
Guess im just negative and make things sick.
I apologize if i’ve been making harmful posts all of this time. Believe it or not i would like to help.
Im trapped in drivel and i get tortured daily for it, it’s my brain, it’s a machine and it’s broken, you’d just have no idea how important dopamine really was if you hadn’t done without it. They really don’t know how important it is.
Anyway, my bad, it was not my intention to be harmful in anyway and if you had known me before all of this you’d know i wasn’t a harmful person.
Oh well. It’s just me and them all night then. It’s going to be bad.
please don’t go dude. we all love you. it’s a slow board and not many as we would like probably post on our threads…I know it’s hard dude, but it will get better. life is like that. better, worse, better, worse, worse, worse, better, better better !!
nah man ive enjoyed your posts, some are wacky and some are pretty funny , your cool in my books pan
im going through some shitty negative symptoms right now and it makes me want to throw in the towel but im just keep on goin. like juke box said its the better worse better worse. sz is an evil game…
That’s the most pans disease post I’ve ever seen you make jukebox.
But yeah pans stick around what else are you going to do. Talk to them interdimensional overlords? What would they tell other than what you already know.
Either way peace dude. Do what you will well be here.
Don’t go. There are just a few people who have made rude comments towards you. You are okay in my book. This is supposed to be a support site, so those who have made hurtful comments towards you should apologize, in my opinion.
Do come back soon! I wish you an honorable time away from the internet in the meantime. Come back for talkies soon. You’re a good lad, I think you’re helpful. Take care!
Pan, don’t go please…If you are going to believe me and it’s not going to add anything in your delusions then I want to tell you that I joined the forum because of you.
Yeah, we don’t know each other and haven’t met before but before joining the forum I used to read posts here silently and your posts were always very different. By reading your post, I used to feel that I am reading someone’s thoughts who somehow gets stuck between two opposite things. Someone who is not able to decide what is what. Someone who is going through two different and most of the times opposite emotions at the same time…That’s just me getting the feelings while reading you. So yeah, I tried joining on the day when you asked to block your profile. I really wanted to stop you at that time. But unfortunately, I couldn’t register my email on the day and then I guess after a couple of days, I finally passed the registration barrier and joined it but you had already gone.
Anyway, the point to tell you the story is that we are humans not machines. You are human too. We feel for each other. We have emotions and we have will power. The thing that links us is care for each other. That’s how we establish trust and believe me If you’d live close to the people who love you and care for you, it would be easier for you to beat the illness. You’d recover soon.
c’mon pans, don’t quit because of a few negative comments. you’re dealing with a whole load of shitty voices and some pretty strong tactiles. you need this forum. so not everyone agrees with your take on this, so what? at least here you’ve got people who’ll listen and if not empathise at least sympathise with what you’re going through. don’t leave hunni.
I’m not big on the words but this forum would be lost without you. You make us think, you make us love you. In your struggle, You make us face our fears and upset. We’re in it together.
If you do go, know that you’ll always be remembered and missed.
Plus it doesn’t hurt that you make us laugh from time to time.
I do realize that you struggle and suffer - but intentionally or unintentionally you are by far the funniest member on this site.
I do get the feeling that you have a good sense of humor - I would use that great humor of yours, its a good way to deal with the pain that you endure.
Many of the funniest comedians have led or lead tragic lives.
Wish that you would definitely stay
You are honest when it comes to stuff you care about.
You use the craft of creativity; your posts are straightforward, with added personality. That is really needed around here. You know that, right?
You suffer too much and it makes me sad. I worked with the elderly the first half of my adult life, now I work with autism folks, who spoke the same way you do when it comes to this life is crap and had their own pains too. It may be that any age group would react that way when pain is involved.
But if you go because a few other members want to dictate which personalities from members fit in here to their liking, well that is unacceptable.
Shouldn’t leave…I know I’ve felt like it a couple times, but don’t.
Besides, not a lot of people are going to understand what it’s like when you have stood face to face with Pan, and been exposed to the energy fields of the triangle craft!
I don’t read Unusual Beliefs threads, because I don’t want to run into any triggers. I hope you realize how much people here care about you. This is a support forum, so let us support you through this tough time.
Pans…Same to all of the above!
There is no reason to leave. You remind me so much of my son. If you need to take a break-fine, but don`t stay away too long. You are fine-I would miss you OO
