I do the same thing as far as my thoughts. It’s something I want to explore in therapy but am scared of being locked away in a hospital again. Although homicidal ideation is already in my medical records from my last hospitalization so it’s not like they don’t know.
I’m alive because of mine as well. I went through years of physical, sexual and verbal abuse along with bullying in elementary school. I think I truly am a product of my raise.
@Dreamer and @Schizophrenic_Raven
You both have had really hard lives. I’m so, so sorry.
@FlyingPurplePeopleMeeter It’s fine. I’m learning to play the cards I’ve been dealt. Thank you though.
my brother in law gives me grief too
you should tell your mental health team of this…you need to get another place to stay…
And that there is my problem. I don’t have one right now.
I’ve gone through that too. In my family though, it’s a mixture of how you are raised and your beliefs in the family, and genetics. my family’s genetics are VERY screwed sideways.
by the time the damage had truly been done I had learned to keep silent about it, because if it wasn’t witnessed, it didn’t happen.
Well, as Dreamer said, I’ve learned to play the hand I was dealt. I find, though, that a sense of humor helps a lot 
I do appreciate the consolation, however, it helps a lot. 
I see. My family’s genetics are weird too. I had a family member a long time ago who was institutionalized for his severe anger and violence problems according to family. I also have an uncle who did time in a maximum security prison, although he’s out now and lives right.
It’s weird how genetics and environment can play such a big role in us.
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