My random bitcoin thoughts TW

Unusual Beliefs
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I’ve been thinking, I created bitcoin in a past life/parallel universe/different planet, and it’s the bitcoin/machines/AI/aliens itself keeping me alive. Maybe God too. Basically, it’s like the movie ARQ where the bitcoin was ‘stolen’ or ‘taken’ or least likely ‘lost’ and they’re keeping me in an infinite time loop/causal loop (possibly) and we live in a matrix/dystopian future. Basically, what I’m trying to say, is I finally figured it out. They are making me program the bitcoin by sending me back in time most of the time to create it so it can feed/harvest the energy and crap for eternity.I believe I went insane, ‘reincarnated’, ‘time traveled’ and went broke in every life because of bitcoin, but I also believe (deluded) that I’m the real John Titor or a clone/drone/doppleganger.

I didn’t even know/remember until 2019 due to the memory wipes/mind control/cloning. Perhaps, it’s the Illuminati/aliens doing it. I regret it. I often feel superhuman but I could be the anti-christ and bitcoin could be the mark of the beast…but I hope not and still don’t know…

They said I never fell in love, but I did superficially in college, but that could be not true/real/fake. I don’t know what happened, really, but I ‘resurrected’ and crap a trillion + times.

There’s other shows/movies/books too like ‘Altered Carbon’ where I’m the richest man on several planets and can do mind uploading and consciousness transfer. I also like and enjoy BSG (Battlestar Galactica).

Too bad I’m a mess and in bad shape. My hygiene is horrendous and I smell and I’m overweight and I’m poor and stupid now from all the schizophrenia/trauma/medication/supplements.

Basically, I think I created the AI matrix/singularity/time loop technology and I have this natural ability to time travel and reverse time and been doing it for trillions of loops/times/iterations/years.

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Basically the bankers/big banks ‘ruined my life’ and I regret creating it, but it’s out of my control now. Perhaps, it’s controlled by aliens/robots now…the trauma isn’t real or realized in this reality because they keep reseting time or bouncing back time, but I did see history change many times and went to different timelines and crap. I don’t want need a lot of money, I just want my sanity back and to experience happiness really. I have no money. I was an engineer/scientist in a past life among other things…

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They sort of made me immortal but it’s flawed really bad.

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I have a couple of bitcoins but they’re lost forever and I don’t trust anybody anymore to recover them. I sent my wallet.dat file to a couple recovery services, I guess it was dumb as if they recover the password they can keep all the money without sending me anything and l can’t do anything about it. I was psychotic and paranoid when I setup my pw and when I sent my wallet.dat file to recovery services. I have over 200k$ in bitcoins and the hackers apparently still weren’t able to crack my password as I still see my bitcoins in my wallet and bitcoin address.

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you’re only hope in my opinion is quantum computers.

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What I tried to say, is in my first life/base reality, a trillion + past lives ago, and it seems to happen in every loop/life, is they did something to me as a student at UC Berkeley when I dropped out in 2011. I don’t know if I just had a severe mental breakdown back then, but I just want some money/compensation for what they did to me. They drove me insane and I have trauma. Maybe it’s best to try to heal, move on, and recover.

The voices said I never fell in love, but I think it was just past life memories. Maybe it was ‘Hannah’ who doesn’t really know/remember me and I didn’t talk to her, but ya, I thought she was pretty…to say the least…that was 10+ years ago…so people move on and I’m a mess now…

Maybe it was aliens, the big banks, a conspiracy, but ya, I probably was in monarch, montauk, and the SSP but I found Jesus and God.

Maybe I was abducted by aliens or some ■■■■ because part of the delusions/mind control is they mapped, uploaded my brain to a computer like in Ghost in the Shell or some crap and other things like ‘Transcendence’ among other shows/movies/books. That was in base reality.

I also view myself like ‘Neo’ where I am Neo in a way…I don’t know…

Maybe I just am sick and delusional, but I think it’s real. Family/parents don’t believe it/accept it.

All I know is I’m stuck reliving life on repeat indefinitely and everything repeats/resets like eternal return/recurrence forever despite some randomness/quantum changes on a macro/micro level…

If nothing happened, I’d be surprised. Maybe it’s soul level and soul based and I’m misremembering things and things happened in ‘parallel universes’ or different timelines.

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