I know I’m really sick and got schizophrenia, but I think I might have accidentally and unwillingly and UN-wantingly ‘changed the world’ because I keep getting huge caffeine headaches and feel ‘traumatized’ and ‘sad’ for no reason(s).
Like I believed the greys or aliens uploaded my mind a past life ago (perhaps an infinity ago) and made the simulation or matrix and made me semi/quasi immortal in a way but with permanent schizophrenia. I figure it’s God doing it, but I think it’s aliens or even Satan really…
I’ve seen the robots and really did indeed having horrific and traumatizing Illuminati dreams and nightmares including ‘prophetic dreams and nightmares’ non-stop, really.
I have severe OCD and obsessions and delusions I created bitcoin and am the one and only Satoshi Nakamoto in a past life/parallel universe but lost the money or it was stolen by unknown people/entities, but I got cloned or even my consciousness/soul replaced/droned or deleted and uploaded to the cloud/computer, basically. I’m broke and struggle and have no evidence or proof and perhaps it was a different reality all together or a different version or iteration of the damn ■■■■■■■ matrix!!!
Maybe I am the architect/father of the matrix but doubt that. I’m more traumatized like Neo and a minor blip or inconvenience or character in the movie.
I believe in Jesus and fear God and believe in him. I also had severe obsessions and delusions I was John Titor among other people and made money as a slave for the Illuminati like Donald Marshall in a past life/parallel universe and it’s like west world where they cloned me and messed with me and crap and it’s been like this for eternity/infinity or a trillion + times now and I was sent back in time to 2013 I think…It’s ■■■■■■■ hell!!!
Basically, what I am saying is despite being schizophrenic and crap and poor and miserable, I might have accidently ‘spawned’ or ‘helped create’ or program the matrix and created a singularity I guess/think…