Can you program a computer and are you interested in such things? If not, how come? Is it hard? For me, I never really learned and have problems retaining things and thinking when it comes to intelligence. I’m on the normal side. I cannot program, but would like to some day. Currently, it seems to be a hard task. My brain feels like mush or damaged and I really screwed myself over by getting schizophrenia. I talked about this before, but I always wondered or questioned what happened to me in 2011ish. Aliens? I don’t know. Was I cloned? Was it severe (extreme) trauma? I have no clue anymore.
Anyways, have you ever wondered if you were somebody else?
Have you ever wondered if you were famous or were confused – or even confused to be someone else and had no clue?
Like I realize from a simple point of view that people claim to have invented bitcoin as well as myself – once in a blue moon and since 1 year ago lol…I probably didn’t and I would have regreted it and hated myself. I’m getting some psychic vibes about my ‘past lives’ or ‘past incarnations’ and past life memories that I call intuition or delusions. It’s creepy and scary and concerns me, somewhat. It’s also extremely embarassing.
Like I felt at one time or another I created bitcoin in high school or shortly after high school in another dimension or past life in a parallel universe (I had thousands of past lives but I think I had more than that many…). I feel scared and worried and concerned sometimes about my schizophrenia and delusions.
I cannot program at all and apparently never will and never have.
But part of me thinks I wrote that white paper in another life and am experiencing inter-dimensional reincarnation and time travel and AI type stuff as well as aliens.
When I dream, I get messages from my past lives, like I was cloned by aliens probably multiple times like possibly in high school and dumbed down. (I also had my intelligence increased significantly in my past lives, but no proof or evidence.)
So there’s the whole psychological phenomenon of people claiming to be my ‘alters’ ‘clones’ ‘doppleganger’s’ and delusions. Like I thought I could have been the infamous “Satoshi Nakamoto” and I looping back in time with no clue or memory or thought about bitcoin or anything else like a mind wipe and causal loop.
So the most likely answer is I’m none of these people and then there’s also the possibility people are trying to claim fame or fortune or other psychological manuevers and stuff and also dishonest, narcissistic, and evil people with agendas claiming to be me…?
I think I’m experiencing paranormal things.Like either my mind was ‘fractured’ by trauma or I’m a legitimate clone or from another parallel universe or the computer simulation is different compared to then and it’s changing now and information is propagating ‘randomly’ and then also we are being ‘edited’ by aliens in this simulation I think we have been living in.
I wonder if I’ll get a response. Forum is quiet now and I’m sort of unpopular here now. I have been improving. It could be a fantasy or it could be real. I’m aware of the consequences and fears and paranoia I have been getting recently since I ‘discovered’ such things.
Like at first I thought I was John Titor the infamous time traveler and maybe even a billion lifetimes in a row believing that lie and delusion and now that I’m 31 and it’s 2021, I have another or more delusions like I’m Satoshi Nakamto. How can I be two different people and claim to be at two different times? Is that even possible and real? Is it just a fantasy or psychosis?
I never figured it all out, but I suggested we live in a computer simulation so my lame theory is information is being propagated or recycled by time travel or something.
Many people have claimed to be the inventor of bitcoin (Satoshi Nakamoto). I have no proof or evidence and it could just be nothing or even just a whim or random delusion or thought.
But schizophrenia is weird and tricky. It’s tricky because I have abnormal testing of reality. My brain (at least for me) creates my reality and totally controls me and affects my ability to reality test.
I don’t know how I created bitcoin. Maybe I time traveled, I’m not the same guy anymore. Maybe it’s aliens or AI or somebody else like Craig Wright (who I once thought was a shill, but maybe he’s legitimate lol).
I have narrowed it down to the common conclusions most folks make: Elon Musk; Adam Back; Japanese Mathematician; Craig Wright (He seems so real).
Like I said, I have no clue. I never programmed or learned how to program or taught myself. If I did, I wouldn’t be so poor and ignorant and on these forums.
What I’m trying to say is from my perspective, it could have been me; isn’t me anymore; and could have been in another reality or life.
I cannot understand things anymore and failed college. If I was so smart and created bitcoin how come I failed basic college courses and didn’t graduate? Did something happen to me back then or is it all in my head?
I keep going back in time after I pass and start all over like ground hog day minus the memories and life or the universe resets. I had theories and tend to gravitate to the impossible and outrageous. I enjoy conspiracy theories.
Personally, I think bitcoin is a mistake from my original life perspective of things and quite controversial, but technologically innovative and stimulating. I find it quite offensive and not worth my time anymore. It should have never been developed. But I think it would have been developed eventually just by someone else or some organization down the line. I enjoy my Biblical prophecies (End Time Prophecies) and think I have schizophrenia from being John Titor and Satoshi Nakamoto often.
It’s quite common not remembering my life prior to schizophrenia. I don’t remember my life at all or childhood not that anyone cares or anything.
What I do ‘remember’ or sincerely believe is being in the Montauk Project as a Montauk experiencer and going through Monarch Programming (Mk-Ultra). That and perhaps some alien and outer space stuff too. I don’t know. Bitcoin could incidentally be life changing or revolutionary and could end up being 10,000,000-100,000,000+ a coin some day. Imagine a one world currency where 1 Satoshi = 1 dollar. I wouldn’t want that and could care less now.
And yes, I do enjoying writing a long post now and then lol.
Personally, bitcoin is a problem for me. Unfortunately it is. Some people don’t know what ‘bitcoin’ is and some people go nuts about it and some people hate it and some people love it.
I think it was dumb to invent that thing and also more likely talking about it. I don’t know how I came up with it, who might have helped me, and if it was a God given gift from God Himself or just some extraterrestrials guiding me or helping lead humanity a certain way.
Also, I think there should be some good, decent regulation for cryptocurrencies.
I might delete this as I have paranoia already.