So, today I saw she is sending my picture to my past friend. It’s a good picture of mine, with red clothes, in front of mirror.
It’s a man which she wanted me to be with. He liked me, but I never liked him.
He was “my mom’s dream man of mine”.
BUT I NEVER LIKED HIM.
I hate my mother. It’s so bad to say so, but It’s even illegal to send my pictures without my agreement.
Also, I have a bf now. I hate the way she is not respecting my relationship.
And I love my man.
Gosh, how stupid I feel…
She just said “I was drunk and do not remember sending the picture”
And the man she wants me to be with is an a****e. He left his two children. And both children are from different ladies.
And he doesn’t care about anything else, just money and cars…
The best would be to get driving license, then I would have 0 problems to go to work.
Because now, I still need parents help sometimes to drove me to work.
((Bus station is a bit far away, that’s why in mornings I still need help))
No no. She’s not single.
I have both parents, actually, the situation is quite bad with both of them.
Alcohol and they’re both toxic people. I can’t lie and say it’s always bad, because we had these good family moments: but where’s alcohol there’s problems,
And my brother is the worst, actually.
If in short - I was addicted to cannabis bc of my brother. He also gave me unimaginable dose of meth, and I went into psychosis after several days of that meth.
I know, it sounds horrific, but the only idea I have, is that my brother tried to do something bad to me.
A bit out of context; but I wanted to share that @FlyingSwan
Very high dose. He gave 1g.
I read that fatal dose starts from 500 mg and up.
Actually, I didn’t knew he is giving such a big dose.
Also taking into account I was 16 and very thin. I could have died
Sorry if it’s triggering . I am sharing it here not for the first time… still hurts to remember @FreeLunch
