Every week sounds like frequent contact n that you are close.
I chat with my mum about once a month at most really over Internet.
We have issues.
She has said she despises me.
I don’t think she is my real mother.
I was raised by two woman.
The one they say is me mum n step mum I had.
Step mother was good quality time n calm n daily time she would do deals like eat all your meat n one carrot n you can have desert .
She worked s lot but it was still good time.
I think the mum struggled s lot.
She hated me but probably has love for me despite unlike the “father” one.lol
She tried to drown me in a bath tub once and we had moments with out food didn’t have in fridge etc n when I had worms once she couldn’t afford to buy medicine for me.
(She did not smoke,drink of so drugs )
She used to trash me n always put me down but is nicer behaved now I think n we get along pretty nicely I think but we still fight.
She has said i ruined her life quiet a few times.
She has said really hurtful things to me.
I think she was neglectful sometimes but she was coping herself being alone.
I hated growing up n living with these people.
Beleive they were stealing from me, disabling me ,hating me etc
I love her n the other one who’s apartment im living in.
But I still think they get up to mischief about me n are jealous n perhaps always have been n stealing from me etc.
My mum lives overseas.
I probably send my former stepmum text message once month aswell so they both get text once a month or so.
I need space from them.
I wondered if they did identity theft n gave former step mum n said she was me n all kinds of stuff.
The former step mum n I were close I think but Im not keen on her children who I simply don’t think are genuine of nice people n who have done illegal things to me even.
I also think I was in there bodies n that’s why I survived.
I had nada in me own during apathy time it was so heavy n painful.
She has been cruel and said horrid things but she helped me do tax this year in person cause I can do me own but in person I cant.
I love her.
Love them but yeah there’s drama n always has been.
The parents I have don’t like me n have hate for me and I don’t think they are my real parents.
Also my identity was stolen when I was toddler amoung other things I was molested raped then too n then surgery cause several of them are drs …
There’s more I could write but leave it there for now.
I’m proud of her though.
She’s vegan, been one a whole year, gardening etc n she sent me lollies n does sweet thi fa every now n then but she’s not “bun mamma” n she is not affectionate or so n
I adored her as a child n I still love her but not same as I used to as child.
I was heart broken n disapinted.
She had two children with another father n she treated them so differently.
They had more money,steady home n she was more calm n didn’t get "pshycho " behaving moments.
one could be quiet n turn other cheek or break all contact with them n say will not tolerate such behaviour toward me.
Addressing n discussing the matter doesn’t get very far with some kinds of people.
I have felt more motherly toward her I think.
I love her n she is great but we definately have our moments.