My schizophrenia started Q2 2019, it was insane. Started out with an insane memory tick then voices and delusions of people I knew growing up popped up in my head for months. I took depacote and respiredone (now I am on invega sustena injection 156mg and 1.5mg oral invega) my psychotic break was horrific I hated every second of it. It got so bad it made me eat corn out of my own ■■■■ from the toilet. It gave me challenges too and I failed like all of them and said since I failed I’m not going to heaven. I’ve also noticed since I started taking the invega injection my working memory has gotten really bad.
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Welcome to the forum!
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Im on invega too my memory has improved with use
Use of memory i mean not invega
Why in earth did you eat corn out of your shite? Pressure from voices? Tbh you have no excuse
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Psychosis makes you do strange things.
My body was moving by it self and I drank out of the toilet bowl.
Everybody has unique experiences
welcome to the forum =)
Yea of course, sure i smell my shite and sometimes lift it out of the bowl. When im not psychotic
Lift it? Why dude?
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Just to take a selfie with it 
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Haha you’re crazyyyyy 
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“TBH”, you should keep comments like these to yourself and not judge.
Those who live in glass houses should not cast stones.
Anyway,
Welcome to the forum, @Raphael_R.
I’m happy you’re in treatment now.
You shouldn’t feel bad about the things you did while you were in psychosis,
We’ve all done our fair share of weird ■■■■.
I hope you continue to improve.
Welcome, again.
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Seriously man? I tried to cut my own pacemaker out because of my voices. You can’t judge people for what they do when their insight is gone. Schizophrenia IS an illness and it can prompt the most irrational behavior. Please don’t add to this user’s discomfort.
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Welcome to the community @Raphael_R.
Welcome to the forum 
people do crazy stuff when they are having mental issues, it could really make people do what they normally wouldnt. Even bad things like violence. I think people just have mental issues. just that mental health is acknowledged as a real thing is kind of a new in health. They are just breaking the surface of understanding it…
Honestly people kill and hurt people do all sort of things with psychosis. Neurotypical people don’t hear voices, let alone command hallucinations in their head 24/7. It’s tormenting.
People think their Jesus for crying out loud.
Eating corn from feces is nothing.
Whether you believe it or not.
You don’t have to believe anything if you don’t want to.
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