here I wrote down my experience with schizophrenia from the last Ten years since 2005 when I first started having delusions, and hearing voices. It’s my story with schizophrenia. Maybe you can relate to some of it, give me your feedback.
http://schizophreniaxer.blogspot.com/2013/01/schizophrenia.html
You’ve said some pretty delusional stuff before. It seems like you actually believe it too. Whole heartedly.
Hello Jim
I just read most of you blog. I to am an army Veteran 88-91 82nd airborne artillery. I do wish to say that I understand the things you are experiencing but do not understand your mixed religious views. The voices you are hearing are inside your minds mind, the mind of the soul. You refer to this as the astral, this is mostly correct for the mind of the soul holds all our memories of past lives in a matrix type environment. You have a soul that has become something many times and do to this fact is why they have become something inside your minds mind.
Powessy
minds mind, yes some people even call it the super-conscience, astral is the word I use.
hello jim
Yes the minds mind. I call it the astral also but I have come more accustomed to their way of wording things. I mapped out 11 distinct groups in what I call the face of the problem. I hear their voices 24/7 and have found I can remove their voices for a while by just moving their thoughts into my higher mind.
good luck to you
Powessy
Your blog is neat… If nothing else
interesting here is my story fron the first incident when i was 35
thanks for sharing your blog. It sounds like your no stranger to tripping out like me.
I just read your blog. Sorry you have lost so much and now are living out of you SUV. I get scared everyday that the world around me is going to collapse and my kids and I will be forced out onto the streets. I can relate to how you talked about your family being the pope and queen…etc. I struggle with thinking my family and friends are countries and when there is a fight we recall our ambassadors or launch bombs. I hate this disease.
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I really enjoyed the blog. I could relate to a lot of things in it. I just want to make sure I was understanding you right.You were talking about feeling things that weren’t there. Did that stop when you were on invega?
Your blog just goes on and on and on and on. I didn’t like it.
no the invega didn’t stop the voices or feelings. In fact, none of the medications Iv’e been on stop the feelings, but Haldol seemed to stop the voices, but there are a lot of side effects with Haldol and risperedahl. In my case, I always wanted to hear the voices more clearly so I never had any use for any medications, besides, Iv’e learned that it doesn’t matter what meds your on if someone in the astral wants to talk to you. I had a couple of breakthroughs with voices while I was on risperdahl. The medications don’t seem to matter to the powers that be whether or not you hear voices or not. Iv’e heard voices while on the medication, and now the voices have stopped. It’s the controller that has power over whether or not you hear voices or not, and now they have a mental block on me so I can no longer hear. I don’t know if things are returning to normal for me or what.