Tonight i hope i have a heart attack or something. I dont want to wake up tommorrow. This world is hell and i want out. I want to drift off into my dreams silentlt stating there forever. I dont want to wake up into a nightmare anymore. If theres a god i hope he grants my wish.
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What’s going on, man? We’re here to help.
I feel so hopeless. I dont have the guts to actually end my life but i wish i would just drift away and not have to return. Ive never liked this world i tolerate it or believe i can change it. I hate being here and i hate how every effort has left me nothing and i havnt been able to helo myself.
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Day have a lot of beauty. Sun, sky , etc. Enjoy the beauty, overcome the problems, girl.
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But such beauty reminds me of pain. I dont think these few moments are worth a life of pain and suffering.
Sorry to hear that. I think we’ve all felt that way before. Are you taking your medicines? Did something happen to make you feel this way?
When nightmares are reality it is unbearable.
I dont have any meds to take… i have 3 more weeks till i see my psychiatrist.
You need to take meds. Any bad will happen if without meds. Can you buy some meds now?
Can’t buy any of em cuz it really urgent to see a p Doc soon…
only p doc prescribes medicine…
That is the problem. You need to see the doctor now, seren.
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You’re not alone. My brother cried in my arms this evening scared of the future. Tomorrow is a new day. You can’t assume what it will hold for you.
And if it’s late and you’re tired than that will add to your anxieties even more. Sleep is a good thing!
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I just read your profile that you’re 22… I have felt like you do many times. I’m 49, and life has gotten a bit easier and definitely better…It’s still hard. I think it’s hard even for typical people, and harder if you have extra obstacles to deal with. You are so smart and strong, and I hope you get the help you need. It’s worth hanging around here to see what a difference you can make on this planet. I know it seems pointless sometimes and the suffering is deep, but remember that there are good days too. There are days when you need help, so take it. And there are days when you can help others, so do…there is a reason why you’re here, I’m sure of that.
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Hi, I’m sorry to hear you feel that way at the moment. I’ve definitely been there myself and I know it’s not nice. All I can say is hang in there. i don’t know if this is the case where you live, but here we have a crisis counselling hotline. If you have one where you live, you could call and talk to someone about how you’re feeling.
“Drift Away”
Day after day I’m more confused
Yet I look for the light through the pouring rain
You know that’s a game that I hate to lose
And I’m feelin’ the strain
Ain’t it a shame
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Beginning to think that I’m wastin’ time
I don’t understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
And I’m countin’ on you
To carry me through
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Yeah, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I’m feelin’ blue
The guitar’s comin’ through to soothe me
Thanks for the joy that you’ve given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
And rhythm and rhyme and harmony
You’ve helped me along
Makin’ me strong
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Hey, give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Na na na, won’t you, won’t you take me
Oh, take me
Your plight is a common one and it’s not just regulated to SZ peeps.
People often feel despair and lose hope - but I encourage you to keep trying new things
Have you considered moving to live in a new location???
might as well try that first
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