I am getting tired of feeling so sad, of battling my symptoms.
I want to curl up in my bed, under the covers - I want to hide or disappear forever.
I want to go back home, back to my childhood home and start all over.
Just feeling so down now - I want the pain to stop.
Please God make it stop
Feeling similarly.
Get some rest dude. More strength is always right around the corner.
I’m barely gonna make it past dinner time myself.
I’m sorry you’re going through hard times. It can be hard to get out of such a funk. Take it easy for a while, and then see if your mood improves. Tomorrow is another day.
I´m feeling with you.
Wanted to send you a poem or something, but the best I have are in norwegian. I guess it wouldn’t interest you…
I´m tired myself. But I´ve struggled for only a year, some of you have done it for years. It makes me humble.
I hope your symptoms get better Wave. I’ve had days when all I want to do is hide and sleep too.
I hope you feel better soon. You’ve been working so hard…
I hope you can get some rest and feel better in the morning. I’m rooting for you.
Please remember, wave, this awful feeling will soon pass. I felt really bad this Sunday morning. I felt I was going to die. Now, I do feel better; so I know you will feel better soon. It is very alright to want to be a child again. It assures us that we never really grow up; so, since, you feel that way, you will soon feel the unmistakable innocent joy of childhood. My prayers are with you this evening.
Can you get your pdoc to prescribe benzos, they can be used for emergencies like this.
sorry Wave , if i could take your pain for you i would do so willingly.
try and get outside and go for a walk in nature…eat something, that is your favorite food.
know some one cares .
take care 
Hey wave… Happy Easter and all the candy(literally and metaphorical) that involves.
I’m tired also but with no negative inflection.
I’m just tired of being chased from one place to another.
I don’t think it will stop… What can you do?
The holidays are tough for me, and I notice for others too in my family. It’s stressful. I have been tired lately. Hot tea always helps and a good sleep. Warm blankets, comfortable clothes and talking to people who care about you helps. Cuddling up with a pet helps. Eating your favorite foods, listening to your favorite music. I like nature music. Hope you feel better.
Sorry to hear that,I hope you will feel better soon.I am feeling tired too…
Did you see the movie the Breakfast Club? The content of the movie expressed by Simple Minds? The roles are different, the outcasts and the so called acceptable ones.
The Outcasts have their own Breakfast Club. This Breakfast Club pulled them together to become stronger. And as a result of becoming stronger they can stand behind the lyrics Don’t You Forget About Me.
Hope you know you have your own Breakfast Club—how the efforts behind each individual who cares about you, who becomes tired just like you, can also stand behind an appropriate expression in unity.
I have hit a stage in life where I want to be done with it, you know, finished with living. Tired of coping with SZ symptoms. It is so boring. The same things every day. I have had SZ for 51 years. Your mood will change in a while. Take comfort in the fact that you have this forum. Here you can see you are not alone in your suffering.
here hug------------------0 it goes away again try to remember that 000000.
**Dear @Wave,
I know its hard, and Im probably late on this post.
Im saying a prayer for you to get through quickly. Keep your world small. Cocoon if you need to-but get up once in awhile. I dont have your illness, but dealing with a lot of depression also AND with the same kind of childhood thoughts. Right now, Im letting go of all the things Im supposed to be doing ( except work ) and giving all to myself.
Hope you can do this.
Love to you 
**
Right on Martin… 51yrs? You are like brando in apocalypse now.
Yeah, Wave, I know how you feel. I forget how old you are but symptoms seem to lessen as you get older.