I'm not feeling well today

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I’m not feeling well today at all.
I am feeling sad, and feel like I “need” to self-harm, even though I haven’t done it in almost eight years, and I don’t really want to do it.

I’m getting a visit from a caretaker today, and I’m going to tell her about it, so now I just gotta wait those long three hours until she gets here.

I’m scared. I know that on this forum, I often positively advocate hospitalization if someone needs it, but now that I fear it might be suggested for me, I can’t help but feel a little bit scared. What if my friend gets mad at me for not telling him how bad I feel? What if I have to leave school due to low attendance because I get committed?

What if, what if, what if?

Argh…

Would someone please keep me company or talk to me or something? :cry:

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How are u now berru .?? Is it alright Now .???

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No, I’m still feeling down. I feel sad about feeling this way, because it feels like I’m admitting defeat. Y’know?

How are you?

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My situation is always the same…go for anti depressant tab … i know u feel good sonner…!!

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I kno how u feel. I hope you feel better soon. Try to listen to some uplifting music

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Thanks, I will.

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I can’t sleep. :neutral_face:

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I’m sorry to hear that. What time is it for you? It’s 09:45AM here

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2:45 am. I’m laying here wide awake

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I like your avatar

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Aww. Anything in particular keeping you up, or is it just one of those nights where you can’t sleep?

And thanks, I always use a pokemon if I can get away with it, haha

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I usually can’t sleep. I think it’s my meds. Plus a dr apt in the morning. Do u game any?

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And i thought you are from U.S :confused: your writing is so good, keep it up @Berru

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Yes, I game minecraft and sims and mmorpg’s when I have the chance. Do you game anything?

Also, when I can’t sleep, I usually listen to an album called ‘Airdrawndagger’ by Sasha, it helps me relax.

@LionDragon Thanks! I’m from Denmark :slight_smile:

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Romania here it’s 11:03 minutes now, how much Invega are you on, now ?

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I’ve been to Denmark!! Quite a nice country. And everyone spoke impeccable English.
I went to Aalborg for 2 weeks, it was a summer course. Then to Copenhagen for 3 days. My hostel was near the Tivoli gardens, but I forgot its name. I watched the royal guard change if I remember correctly? And the little siren sculpture… you know, I grew up with Hans Christian Andersen’s stories !! :denmark:

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I’m on 3 mg. And 25mg Abilify

@Andrey
Yes, Denmark is a very nice country! … But the weather could be better :stuck_out_tongue:
I grew up with H.C. Andersen’s stories too. They’re pretty unique :slight_smile:

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I use to play aion alot.

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OH MY GOD, finally someone who’s heard of it! :smiley:
I played Aion a whole bunch, but it seems like nobody’s ever heard of it, so I had no one to share it with.
Do you still play? What class are/were you?

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I had a lot. I played since pre release. Glad and cleric tho dual box