Missing psychosis or mania?

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I miss being psychotic or maybe its mania? I never feel good not being psychotic eventhough I go out with my friends and play video games, music sometimes reading books. I miss the good feeling when I was psychotic, maybe its mania idk

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Yeah I miss mania a lot rn psychosis depends on the type I miss grandiose delusions

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The grandiose thoughts felt good

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After risperidone i got paranoia and it ruined it for me

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Yeah they felt good until you do damage to your reputation and cause personal problems or spend all your money and ■■■■

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But I think both you and me are not talking recovery context stuff I’m just as guilty as you it might cause problems and trigger other people

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I never had paranoia first psychosis before going on meds it only started after going off abilify, i feel like aps did smth bad to my brain

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All this paranoia started after i used aps

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Makes sz unpleasant for the patient so they keep buying meds

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If I was you I’d talk to the doctor you say you have a lot of negative symptoms those are terrible to have and honestly I think there’s treatment that might help I think your resorting to manic psychosis because you don’t feel good mania will just make ■■■■ worse

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Dr said they dont exist its all in my head and i am not forcing myself to work

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Dude that seems like you have the worse doctor in your area idk why some people who don’t care about anybody becomes doctors

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Your doctor said negatives don’t exist? Wtf? Is the guy living under a rock?

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What did your dr say about negative symptoms?

@broken @AwesomeFisherman

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I told him I cant work he said its bcz i dont want to work

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They prescribed me lamictal and it helped my mood energy and motivation also Wellbutrin but idk if it’s actually helping the Wellbutrin

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I asked if there is a med that will make me able to work he said it doesnt exist

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I believe negative symptoms are real, but I also think that concentrating on them too much and too often, only makes them worse. You kind of reinforce the idea in your mind.

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One dr I told about negatives going away after dropping dose of invega said good for you for putting in the effort. He didnt want to ackniwledge negatives

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Yes my drs too dont acknowledge them

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