My AP seems to keep mania away. Most of the time I am unmotivated and da!mn near listless. I’m tempted to change meds but don’t want weight gain or to backslide mentally.
Thing is, I feel as if I am not living. I’m at a stable BLEH. I don’t want to be bleh. I am tempted to go off my shot just to try getting back to having some sort of life. I have risperdone pills and could take some if things get weird. Or maybe try abilify, though my pdoc said invega was better.
I probably will stay on what I am on. Just venting. Feeling so helpless and worthless.