Guys, everything seems fake.
The sun is artificial light. Made in the studios.
The weather conditions made in studio too.
Truman show makes life feel computery. I am trying to appreciate it though, but I want to feel engaged with what is going on.
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Do you dissociate?
The first time I went psychotic I saw “watchers” in weight watchers book. Had all kinds of underlining thing going
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I am disassociating pretty bad right now.
Problem with thoughts or something else?
I am just disconnected from what is going on right now. Also have a headache.
Can you distract those thoughts with something entertaining
I don’t want to push through the headache. Just want to pass time until the PEMF machine comes later today.
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Yes, sometimes I have derealization and a feeling that I don’t recognize family, home, objects.
Today I realized that I am in a time loop.
I have so many and intense deja vus
Documentary: the life of a schizophrenic
I call these folks the Smurfs,
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Smurfs?? 666999
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Is it normal for schizophrenics to distance themselves due to their bizarre delusions?
I mean, no one understands.
I’m not sure, some will due to having normal situations before the voices start up, as so not to bring attention, I was already on the crap pile so did not have too.
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“with a button, clouds pass”
“with another button, rain falls”
“with another button, sun shines”
“with another button, two strangers pass by, talking, but they’re empty, philosophical zombies, without internal world, just extras in a movie where everything is created artificially in the studio”
Do you really believe there is a button that makes the world go round?