well my bones are weak and im flat footed and have no body or care i feel like im pretending but i hear real sounding stuff sometimes but me and my brother were born on the 15th but since my bones are weak i want to get more money well im confused so i dont know what to do m im a program i believe and i can feel things and see stuff that seem real but i dont no i feel like ill fall asleep and a shaky euphoria or like my bodys gonna die but i hear what sounds like real violence well they can make circles so it might not be real real or not but they can be like me but i like how i dance around and air draw simple rockstar faces or games with the air guitar i feel like all i do is pretend coconuts posssibly fall to climaxes of thought and i dont want my insides warm because it hurts my lungs i smoked 5 packs a day for a while and i wish i had a girlfriend at the moment easy stuff scares me but circles are rare so i dont believe gods real and spheres reflect light and rules gravitys collisions and slow therapist didnt tell me im god but i saw randoms cry at parties so im a nice ipod hes okay so im okay and my life could be a sperm set up my dads birthdays 28 something and my moms birthdays the 13th and me and my brothers birthdays on the 15th but i look like have john nashes frame and his sons frame so i want to be safe and get dermatology for my scalp and skin to look like a bobble head relax my muscles lose them because it looks like my therapists heads inflated and my smiles gum disease and crooked teeth possibly i just want braces i like my teeth yellow and he has what could be a russian accent im gonna get speech therapy and walk among them and since people cry i might not date if there not geniuses they may have evasive dreams about me okay i wont date im sorry for mentioning dirty things but violence could be real memorys a pulse and the harvard boards are like baby food in the pictures and i dont want to remember them because i like to thin its possible for me to go there but geniuses are smart the foods drugged or the airs diseased without care please act normal musics a shape it paints me pretending in it i think they did that so i dont eat and smoke and ruin my skin because i like the memory of sitting with girls and pretend im real in a wierd way i like to consider mean i dont trust the nonomnicient and feel like i can or could of liked anything but im to weak to work and i look insulting and sound insulting from my weak bones and flat foot it sounds like pothead conversation it may be like a your not my friend thing you guys can believe or do whatever you want if you think its best my xbox friend said einstien drew a perfect circle in god we trust everyones god saosin say im not a genius sin or sayers of sin were all programmes but not but it seems irellevant like life would go on im gonna learn how to smoke e cigarettes and smoke american spirits in public to be nice and a little at home they want me to care i hope ill learn how to relax i believe i can there not omnicient thats weird i dont know how long ill have to walk to music therapy will teach me how to think if they want too cant i eat super time released collision food i ate on and off but my shoulders were smaller than my head elastic skin maybe they dont want me too look like that and i had a sweater oh a cardigan possibly from italy supposedly i was born in italy vicenza i think i saw my birth certificate but i can read fast compared to my old speed i think im paranoid thats y i read slow and around gos gently if no one partied around me as a kid and checked my diapers i dont think they would well i mean i would care and had temperature controlled memory hands but i think im capable but i can not think works real im the iron lung for the insects its pretending but people are mean to me so i shouldnt work and get free money for a tempur pedic product for my health and skin to steal thought possibly yet but i can just get more money and be independentish and eat in public and feel normal but i dont think they want me to feel normal and kind of miss depression my lungs were healthier that could of been it but my sleeps bad i dont want to knock out i might get seizures if i relax or something tecnically different my millitary id last for like 30 more years i dont no if i get better drugs because of that maybe but i looked like john nashes son kind of as a baby and obsession and violence is real
a family friend died of leukimia who cares i cant know familys friends son
well the edits are a mistake and i think its funny and pain like thats not real from my birthday and we possibly might be pretending and doctors made my birthday i can show you a baby picture its a quick distraction when i get an ipod doctors know something possibly
i pad my xbox wont let me edit the post lag or something wont let me post show it to them its fuzzy and out of angle but ill show it anyways =)
the pictures on the ipad