Everything I say feels like a fight. I’m walking a thin line and I cant help that. I’m acting better but now I dunno there’s still a long way to go. My dads dying of cancer and it’s like I have oppositional defiant disorder too because it’s always an argument with everyone.
I can’t watch money and it always feels like my fault
I’m so sorry to hear about your father.
Yeah it’s sad. Fighting the illness this whole time ripped me of my compassionate responses too. I was over angry at him because I couldn’t relate to it being sad like I used to be able to I was just pissed for no reason and taking it out in him and others im on like five medicines but from the car accident or something I haven’t been able to control agitation toward people
sorry to hear about your father
yea sorry to hear about your father =( that’s really sad.
Sometimes meds can help. For example, clozapine makes me less agitated.