Like a fight

Everything I say feels like a fight. I’m walking a thin line and I cant help that. I’m acting better but now I dunno there’s still a long way to go. My dads dying of cancer and it’s like I have oppositional defiant disorder too because it’s always an argument with everyone.

I can’t watch money and it always feels like my fault

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I’m so sorry to hear about your father.

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Yeah it’s sad. Fighting the illness this whole time ripped me of my compassionate responses too. I was over angry at him because I couldn’t relate to it being sad like I used to be able to I was just pissed for no reason and taking it out in him and others im on like five medicines but from the car accident or something I haven’t been able to control agitation toward people

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sorry to hear about your father

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yea sorry to hear about your father =( that’s really sad.

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Sometimes meds can help. For example, clozapine makes me less agitated.