Let's talk energy... who got better on it?

Ok, so I lack tremendously an energy and this sick state, I have it since kid :pensive: I am afraid it’s a bad prognosis… at my lowest, I suffer so much emotionally that it affects me physically too… yeap, I have somatics as well and conversion disorder… it’s very painful, pals…
Tbh, when I lack so much energy, I tend to be very scared from the others, they lately criticize me about some things, but I boil also from anger that I am in this state. The problem is that I keep everything in myself so it destroys me…
Is it common in sz to lack energy? I guess even this is in our minds, but mine is sick still so that’s why I feel so bad still… I struggle often even to talk, pals… even the words of the others seem to me hurtful then and I just rot in fear of being rejected or misunderstood… Tbh, I have two ill friends and sometimes, they think some bad things about me, they want too much from me I find, while they dont understand that I cant even talk sometimes :disappointed_relieved:
Who got better on the energy with aps? I cant handle antidepressants because they worsen my paranoia and my somatics :smirk:
Do you think, that if I fix my thinking from the sz with the help of my zyprexa, my energy will come back?
Somebody here who really recovered on the energy with the meds treatment? Pls share if you want…
Me, I still rage tbh when I cant even talk. Maybe I should calm down even on this, but it’s not sane either to have this talk incapacity…

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