It has now been ~ 3 months on l-theanin, 400 mg in the morning.
It has absolutely changed my life and I am so grateful that I learned about it in here.
I will encourage everyone to try it, it has no side-effects. And it is pretty affordable.
How it feels to be healthy? It is like there is A LOT of space in my head, for me to do what I want with. I have control and free will over my thoughts, actions and speech, and I also feel that I am responsible of my thoughts, actions and things I say. No weird script, or misunderstanding power or "shhh, I HAVE TO LISTEN TO MY THOUGHTS".
I feel really confused only when I try to think about how sick I really was and how misunderstood SZ is as a disease.
The best of luck to all of you.
I made my brother try it, he is suffering from anxiety and has psychotic symptoms. He has not told me about how he feels, but all of a sudden he is not angry when I am asking him things that used to be -waay too in his business.
And he is happier and more relaxed. I definitely think it is working for him too.