Last week of school for me and man is it a frickin mess. I have a paper to finish in one class but the instructions are super vague and the teacher doesn’t clarify very well. I have a major ‘group’ animation (which takes time and work) project that has essentially been me the whole time. I have a college composition project due. Then theres the class that really stresses me out. Economics. Almost all of the work is busy work and theres no point to it. When distanced learning started the teacher didn’t change the curriculum/work at all to make it fit the circumstances better. He throws ridiculous amounts of work at you at once so it’s easy to get lost in all of it. Like today I found out that I was supposed to be researching articles throughout this unit and I now have today to research 33 articles. Some kids have been told that they dont have to do certain assignments but it hasn’t been made an announcement or told to the whole class so everybody is confused and on different pages. So I’m sitting here overwhelmed like I just wanna graduate. So yeah now I’m here, ranting and listening to rock music because frankly at the moment I’m just done. Thanks for listening.
You’re a hero for managing any kind of schooling with SZ. I can’t wrap my cognitive problem riddled brain around it.
Technically its PTSD/Psycho somatic symptom disorder. The first caused the latter. Anyways SZ like symptoms. I haven’t actually had the SZ like symptoms in probably a year, year and a half. They only come up if I stop managing my anxiety and stress. I only started being able to do school again last school year.
You can still study with music on, the relaxing, chill-out playlists on you tube.
just buckle down, and do it.
I got something going at my desk almost all the time.
My rock playlist is my chill-out/relax playlist. (I’m just kind of weird in that sense.)
I will keep my music in now but I still need that break where I’m not working because I got too overwhelmed. I can work while overwhelmed, but only to a certain point. If I try to work past that point it’s not good for me.
If I could just work straight through this I would. I’ll probably chip away at it throughout the day.
it’s cool.
I used rock out and drink beer, and rock in my recliner to relax.
I’m at my desk most of the time now.
I still like rock when Phil’s got it on, pretty darn loud. 
We have a rocking chair that I like to sit in. I just dont drink beer in it. Sometimes we need that soul filling loudness though. Its cleansing.
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