From what I understand there are a goodly number of people who are claiming a stake on my ass. In fact, there are so many with a claim that I would have to work at least sixteen hours a day to generate that much cash. Those people were bamboozled.
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How did the situation come about?
Very strangely. I have this weird problem where I engage in all this inadvertent, offensive body language. I really can’t control it. I swear I am not a racist, but I engage in racially offensive body language. Where it got out of hand was when I was on a co-ed floor in the university dorms. This girl hung around outside my door and constantly put me down. Everyone on the floor was against me, so it would have been futile to confront her. There were a couple of nights where I got very drunk and tried to socialize, with disastrous results. This girl wasn’t the only one. I always had the feeling that my inadvertent behavior drew people’s attention into my personal situation, but I had no concrete evidence that people were so focused on me. A girl told me not too long ago that on one of those disastrous, drunken nights was when the girls decided that they were going to make me gay. The esteem in which people held me seemed to fluctuate. I went through this period where I was spewing all this feminist rhetoric, and I was getting a lot of friendly smiles from the girls. We didn’t talk to each other, though. I went to a mental hospital in Dallas, Texas for year, and then I came back to college. I always regarded much of the way people treated me was a serious, heinous violation of my privacy. Somehow, people could see into my dorm room, which is a heinous violation of my privacy. One time I decided to shadow box in my room. I had a feeling that might be too aggressive if people were watching me, but I refused to be so repressed that I couldn’t shadow box when I am alone in my room with the door closed. Later, I heard the girl across the hallway exclaiming that she was terrified when I was shadowboxing, but I was in my room, with the door closed…All this occured over the course of about two years. Then I went to the mental hospital in Dallas. One curious thing, I kept hearing people say things to me like “I deserve to steal this car.” “I deserve a million dollars”. They hit me with a lot of that. At that point I had never once said anything about suing anyone or getting some kind of settlement. Not a word. When I came back to college I was working at a pizza place about a block from the university, and I wrote this scathing letter about women to the college paper. It caused a stir. One girl wrote in the paper, “I applaud anyone who reacted with rage to this letter.” I figured I was pretty well committing suicide when I wrote that letter, and it probably was out of line. Okay, so the girls should have been mad about it for six months, and then gotten over it, but they couldn’t forgive me. It was one of those things women say they are never going to forgive. Well. there are some things they did I can’t forgive, like hanging around outside my dorm room and running me down for two semesters. Like somehow, I don’t know how, they could see what I was doing in my room, with the door shut. That is a heinous violation of my privacy. Also, trying to force me to be gay. I have nothing against gays, but trying to coerce anyone into sexual relationships he does not want is another heinous crime they committed against me. During that time a lot of people, mostly women, started implying strongly that they wanted me to commit suicide. I might be sitting by a pool next to a middle aged woman, and she would say something like. “Some people get their lives so mixed up that they have no way out, except maybe one way.” She would looking at me like, “I am a hot, sexy woman (That was debatable.) and you’re a bug. So I am going to squash you.” The arrogance of that is nauseating. There were a few guys who made those implications that I should commit suicide, but women outnumbered them about five to one. One time I was in a mental hospital, and I was talking to this female staffer. She was telling me, “You’re going to wind up spending your life in places like this, and that is just a waste.” Then someone called to her, and she said, “You’re being paged.” I spent a period of time in and out of mental hospitals, getting acquainted with the drug “Haldol”. God I hated that drug. I went through different periods. Sometimes I would be thinking that everyone was watching me, and then I would think they didn’t bother to notice. A few years later I hopped a train in Tulsa, and I rode it to Jackson, Tennessee. That was where I found out that, apparently, I am irresistable to older men. I mean, they are passionate about it. That was where I found out that older men couldn’t stop themselves from trying to have sex with me. I did not reciprocate their emotions. I wanted them to leave me alone. This situation has been going on for years. People have been implying that I could get a lot of money if I would have sex with older men. Apparently it is very wide spread and very strong. I am appalled by this situation, and I won’t have sex with older men for any reason…
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That sounds like quite a lot to deal with. Some people can be cruel, others grow out of it
I’ve been hit on bye guys before, where there’s no interest. Though I was flattered in a strange way, they took the rejection fairly well
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I’m not flattered when a guy hits on me. I don’t need that. To me, it seems like the gays are getting too pushy. I don’t want to have to deal with a guy coming on to me in a public restroom.
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The restroom is a bit much. You didn’t mention that
Yes. That kind of thing is going on. Gays need to learn to respect it when a guy says no.
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They don’t want it all. They want everything. If they want it all they can have it, but that doesn’t include forcing people who don’t want to be gay to engage in sex acts repugnant to them. Basically, they want revenge for the horrendous treatment they have received in the past. I’m saying they can’t have it, because it is wrong to persecute someone on the basis of their sexual preference. It is just as wrong for them to do it to us as it was for us to do it to them.
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