Is this unusual to me?

I see that many of you have audible voices that you hear and many of you have inserted thoughts as well. Some of you have delusions that these are Angels or Demons or spirits. In my delusion, I have very, very briefly thought God was talking to me or that Aliens were talking to me. I never actually hear anything. “They” talk to me in my head. Having said that, 99% of the time, in my delusion, the people talking to me are actually human being people. They are brain researchers using very sophisticated equipment combined with the satellite system to put thoughts in my head and communicate with me. This is all for the purpose of a brain study of which I am the primary live subject. Have any of you had delusions that actual human being people are communicating with you? Maybe with sophisticated technological equipment? It seems I have a very unusual delusion. It’s so odd and strange that I can’t believe my own brain came up with this creative scenario, but obviously it did. For the last few months I have had very little communication, thanks to meds. Because of the strong communication I have had in the past and the little bit I have had lately, I am still getting over my delusion. My pdoc and tdoc aren’t sure, yet, whether I have delusional disorder or SZ.

I had something similar, but I thought I was God. But yeah, my voices are in my head, not auditory hallucinations. And I also thought they were human beings talking to me. So, you’re not alone. :slight_smile:

Hopefully with meds and therapy and a recovery mindset, you’ll be able to overcome that. Just don’t give up, you seem to be on the right track, questioning your delusions is the key to overcoming them.

Good luck :slight_smile:

I thought the exact same thing that I was god and I was talking to people I knew telepathically. Ended up in a lot of trouble. You got to wonder why so many “schizophrenics” think the same thing delusion deception.

I don’t think I am delusional anymore. I do beleive they are spirits but I don’t think that is a delusion and can be backed up by books like the bible. I think I opened up the door to demonic possession by drug/entheogen use which has been proven to have spiritual uses for thousands of years.

Thanks @Minnii. It’s a slow process. Everyday I look around and think ‘what are the chances that ALL these people are part of a huge, elaborate brain study involving one person (me).’ NOT very likely. I mean nobody EVER screws up. Nobody EVER gets it wrong or tells me I am part of a brain study. Hundreds of thousands of people at the grocery store, at the airport, at the mall, on the freeway, in Mexico…NEVER get it wrong. Pretty impossible. And yet it PULLS at me. No brain study? Really? I guess I am not the scientific Savior here to abolish religion and restore peace to the world after all.

The delusion that you are being programmed by scientists is exactly what I dealt with when I was ill. I’m glad you are on meds…hopefully if you work with your pdoc you can figure out that it’s all a lie. NObody is doing that dude…I haven’t been unstable in decades but I hope you realize you are o k.

Thanks. It SOUNDS like big time SZ when I read it, but sometimes it feel so real. It can be really scary thinking people are experimenting on you. Terrifying sometimes. Every month on my meds it gets better.

I communicated through radiowaves. I had a transmittor and reciever in my head. Don’t know how they ended up in my head. Maybe when I was abducted as a 10-yearold by aliens. I heared people telling me to kill myself.

Never thought it was god or that I was god. I was related to Jesus though, because I could walk on water. Never had a chance to try it because my husband called the crisis team who drove me to ER.