I keep having God’s voice talking to me, telling me to harm other people in order to be safe and earn special powers. The good thing is I can tell that it’s probably not God, but it’s still really annoying. To the point where it’s getting hard to tell if it’s real or not. Has anyone else had this and if so, how did you get past it or manage it?
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Just think it’s not God as a real God would never talk in anyone’s head.
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I had aliens telling me to harm others or they would harm me. They were communicating directly with me as others in the room weren’t hearing them. Yeah, it’s normal. We attribute the delusions and hallucinations to different things, but it’s like ice cream coming in a variety of flavours.
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Part of your mental illness my friend. Don’t give the voices any credit.
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I’ve often thought that delusions were false perceptions of beliefs that we misinterpreted, and that’s what we call a delusion.
Make sure you feed all this back to your doctor when you see them. I think what your experiencing is called a “command hallucination”.
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Well its not an audible voice, just I thought j perceive to be Gods, but I did talk to my doctor about it, and he raised my dise of abilify. Now I’ll talk to my therapist.
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That’s good that your doctor took some action. Maybe you just have to wait for the med adjustments to kick in.
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It’s not God talking to you, it’s a delusion, a false thought. If you think you could present a risk to other people by harming them go see a doctor asap and get yourself checked into a psychiatric facility or hospital and get help. Very tragically, it does happen sometimes that people with schizophrenia do actually hurt other people and or themselves because of voices they hear in their heads. Please remain at peace and do not become one of them. Get help asap. Thank you for sharing your insight with this forum.
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I hope I don’t become dangerous, but I don’t know. All I can do is wait for my med adjustment to work
Have you seen an actual alien or grey though? Because I have in my past lives, but not in this life, although i remember it vividly like a video or picture. In this life, I saw 2-4 rectangular UFOs flying close over my house and they were communicating with me. Spooky stuff in 2016, and it caused a psychotic break. Not as bad as 2015 but still I got sick.
The UFOs communicated with me telepathically in the backyard and even in my house when they were gone. Apparently, I’m the only one who saw them.
Are you sure it wasn’t a hallucination
I heard a voice telling me to kill a baby because she was a girl and it turned out to be the influence of a brat that I had as a student.
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Most people think or assume that or I’m delusional. I know what I saw. It’s a well known UFO. Anyways, I don’t have hallucinations. Never have thank God.
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You need to call your pdoc ASAP and probably go to the hospital. I know that you said you never wanted to go there, but this can get serious.
I was hearing voices telling me to kill my Grandpa because he was an extreme stressor for me. They’d say things like it wouldn’t matter anyway because I’m a god, that this world was my creation and that I could do whatever the fu ck I wanted. I couldn’t bear their constant commands, so I went and got a hammer and just held it in my hands. I was so scared. My mom was reluctant to hospitalize me, but eventually she realized that it wasn’t safe for me to be at home and she took me. That was one of the best things that’s ever happened to me. I got put on Seroquel and was stabilized. Now I feel better than I have in nearly half a decade.
And you’re saying you’re not sure if it’s actually God talking to you. That’s a very slippery slope. Even a nonbeliever in a psychotic episode may believe in an ultimate deity or many deities who they have to follow. You’re not hearing God’s voice. When sane, I believe that, if God truly needed to talk to you, he wouldn’t be cute about it. He’d let you know clearly. This is not God. It’s not anything. It’s a hallucination. No matter what it says, it’s just meaningless mind chatter, nothing more.
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I always thought I was being watched. I watched every car that drove by or was stopped. It got really frightening to not KNOW.
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Thanks, I did contact my pdoc and he increased my medication to 22.5 mg of abilify from 15 mg. And my next step is to talk with my therapist about it. If says I should go to the hospital I’ll go. He’s worked with a lot of more severe schizophrenics than I am.
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I think I’m being watched too, but I know it’s just paranoia
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Its definitely not god. Sorry youre experiening this. Sz is a b.
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That’s fair. However, if at any point, you feel like you’re about to break, go straight to the hospital. Do not pass go. Do not collect $200. 
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