My mom says, that I wont have any if I stay at home like this. But is it the only reason? Maybe theres something in me, no? Too ugly, too passive. Tbh, it feels like I cant feel love now. I am even lost in my sexuality, which is suppressed, cause my personality is broken from the illness. I even don’t know which food I like. I am uncertain too. And even my dream guy wont make me happy now too.
But why my ill friends have boyfriends despite their illness and me, no one? Is it only because of my isolation?
lol…
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Why do you need a partner? For romantic relationship, for sex, for validation?
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Wellcome to the singles club, I have not had a girlfriend in the past 18.5 years after my divorce in America, somehow I like to be alone and a single, welcome to the club.
Cause I need too to be liked by someone, not only my mother, no? Ok, I want badly to be healthier in order to have some one. I don’t want to be a burden either, so I don’t look for one, no, but after 20 years of not having attention from anybody, I ask myself why I ended up so lonely…
I ended up alone, but it was my choice. I can’t tolerate people.
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Me, I am surrounded by other ill friends too and they all have men’s attention. I just ask myself if I am not too ugly, that’s all. It seems that my friends think this in my back. I am a bit of asocial too, maybe that could be a reason why I don’t have anybody.
Or maybe you guys, you don’t like depressed girls? Me, I don’t know what to think on this…
You other ill friends may have a not so serious or severe illness. Are they schizophrenics?
yes, they are.
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Maybe they can cope better. Do they have negatives? How do they overcome their illness? Have you asked them?
I’m lonely too 
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My mother says, that theres no schizophrenic who has no negatives. We all have some, no? Plus, even with negatives i have the right to be liked, no? One of my friends has negatives too and she got married. While me, i have the impression that the men outside turn their head from me when i pass, cause i look in my feet etc etc. Maybe the men don’t like this behavior.
@Jonnybegood, we’ll fight 
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im asexual…sexual relationships have zero intersst for me
i think seual relationships can be rather shallow
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I think you need a little confidence in your life. To believe in yourself, otherwise others won’t believe in you
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I’m the lonnilest guy on the forum, almost. It’s a tie with @Om_sadasiva 
don’t get mad ok?
I dream of a girlfriend sometimes and sometimes I don’t, I don’t really know if I want it because I want it, you know? Or because I want what everybody have or I have intrusive thoughts.
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Haha. For me girlfriends are useless. I live as a monk.
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Relationships seem a lot of work
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You’re cool om
@anna1 did you tried internet dating? It seems to work for some people
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I still don’t have positive feelings, crocodal. I don’t want to have some one, when i can feel just pain still. Plus i have my anxiety and paranoia still. I cant sit on a coffee calmly outside, what men…
Other than that, om, yeah… I didn’t have the luck to have an illness, where i believe in myself. I just got this ■■■■ since kid, which is bad. I never was popular with men. And now, i am just ugly and depressed and everybody says its a turn off for everybody…
You must start and make baby steps towards socialization. You need to be outgoing
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