I play everyday for 2-3hrs and today played 4hrs. Is it bad? I know its not productive but I can’t work or exercise due to sz so I have nothing else to do.
When I was young I used to play 8h/day during weekends.
Man you are really good at focusing. I envy you playing 2 h
I understand the not working part but why cant you exercise because of SZ? Just curious.
I barely have any energy to get out of bed. I am either in bed or on my gaming pc next to my bed. I feel physically disabled like Parkinson, idk if its low dopamine but thats what my pdoc told me that I have negative symptoms because I have low dopamine in motivation brain parts. If I take a dopamine supplement I can do bicycle and jogg outside for 2hrs but I get destabilized and positive symptoms plus anger issues. I also get horrible dopamine withdrawal after stopping the supplement, serious ones like flu symptoms and shivering, etc
Thanks, I wish I could do something more productive like walking or exercising.
@Aziz - Fair enough! I hope your symptoms improve.
Thanks @TheCanuk
I would like to say that the dopamine supplement has the same effect on me as reducing my AP dose so its useless unless I was stable off meds.
I keep dreaming that one day I will be stable off meds and then take a med that helped my negative symptoms like Adderall or Ritalin to be like I was before sz. I will keep dreaming for long I guess as even 1mg less of risperidone is bad for me.
My pdoc prescribed me Wellbutrin which incresses dopamine a bit so should usually help negative symptoms, it helped a bit but made positive symptoms worse. He said its safer than Ritalin and Adderall. Another pdoc wanted to prescribe me a real stimulant Modafinil but I refused as I am scared it will make my positive symptoms worse.
I can barely play 5 minutes of a video game. I just have no motivation to play. I wish id be able to again. I used to like playing tony hawk and sega games
Wanna trade my motivation to play video games with your motivation to work?
Haha i have no motivation for work either just forced to go
I have motivation for biking though and i will not trade
My theory is we gravitate to our highest dopamine releasing activity.
On Abilify I worked in a video games company but only lasted 1 month before I rage quit. They called me later and said where I was, I told them I quit to go back to university but it wasn’t true as I had already finished university lol I just thought saying university looked like a better reason to quit if they write it in my files lol
I’ve been playing a lot recently. Probably 3-4h a day. It’s a distraction while my mind heals and i reintegrate back into society. It doesn’t trigger me either so it is a way for me to have fun without being upset.
Scary games like zombies, Doom, Resident Evil, Gears 5, etc trigger me and traumatize me since sz. I can’t play scary games. Same for scary and horror movies.
I think its a really good thing to be able to play games for that long its a great escape and brings good memories
Yea, my parents get mad at me for staying all day in my room and never getting outside the house or exercising.