Latching on to the main reason I was hating myself.
What do you mean?
I’m hostile toward anything called feminine.
Are you a girl?
Yes, I’m a girl. Thought you knew.
I just wanted to make sure before I said anything. I thought maybe you meant you like butch girls. You never seemed to say anything about being gay so I assumed from those two things together I might be wrong.
Maybe you’re just a tomboy? Besides some people like the androgynous or masculine look. I wish I could pull off androgynous but I definitely look female and I love feminine stuff too much. I try to pick out androgynous or masculine stuff but I find myself really drawn to skirts and dresses.
You and Brittany Spears.
I like younger women. Good thing I’m 22. It’s not creepy yet!
Just gimme like 20 years then I will be a total creep.
What the ■■■■ am I even saying?! Everyone likes younger women, men sense youth, health and fertility and are attracted to it.
I’ve actually only been with girls older than me but still within several years.
I feel cool with being a man. I’m not a boy, I am a man. Boys don’t look like me and I don’t look like boys. And I don’t have some huge beard like some men who I think feel insecure have to compensate for not looking mature. I shave every night. My hairline is a slightly receding widows peak. I’ve been told that I look a lot older than I actually am.
I’m glad I’m not baby faced.
Okay this is getting hijacked and derailed. I always get derailed.
This one older woman told me once that the key to living for her was learning to like herself no matter what. We all get old and infirm. Unless you’ve done something you feel very guilty about, there’s no reason you shouldn’t love yourself just for being who you are.
I was never fertile.
In the 8th grade my career interest started to be important to me and I found myself interested in mechanics. That was in the late 50’s and I didn’t have the strength to fight feminine prejudice and somehow get educated on the subject. Instead I went on to a private college and was absolutely miserable. I think I’ll work up the courage it rekindle the old flame.
You were in the 8th grade in the fifties?
Well unless you didn’t learn anything you should be a woman now.
Being a woman has a very complex definition to me. I am shy of children which is not good role playing.
Im sorry Chordy I didn’t mean that personaly I just meant that referring to ALL females as girls poses a problem to the moral structural integraty of society as a collective.
Girls rights would help the moral structure as there would be less anger. I know it already is less anger than back in the day. I’m just complaining. Don’t take it to heart.
You go girl! Ahhh 15 already