But
He has £2000 pounds of my money that he never paid back yet so I told him to forget about it to cut ties. (we had a lot of fights)
Also
He is in serious messy financial situation in terms of potentially. Hopefully he’ll be OK but idk.
But I really miss him cos he can be OK too, and plus I’m ■■■■■■■ bored.
Should I message him?
I feel like I love him, platonically.
If you think you’ll regret it later then it’s probably something to avoid. Otherwise, go for it imo.
That’s a good way to think about it.
I guess if I keep it to just fb messaging as opposed to meeting it can’t be too bad.
I can always block him if I get trigerred. In terms of too much stress.
Thankyou.
My parents will hate me and same my siblings.
They don’t want me to have anything to do with him anymore.
Which means I’d have to keep it a secret.
Best to leave it in the past, move forward
But why?, @Mountainman
From what you said, look for better friends or he may end up with more of your money
What will you do if he asks you again for money? You will just give it to him again?
Listen to your family, there must be a good reason that they don’t want you to contact him.
Plus you don’t want to be fighting all the time. 
No. Don’t contact him. Try to let him go.
I don’t know how to let go of him. I’m so bored and we had good memories.
How about writing a letter about all your thoughts about him and then burning the letter and not sending it
You said you had lots of fights with him?
Wow. Thanks. I will try it
But also good memories. Wasn’t fighting non stop lol
That’s really smart. Hopefully it works. Lol! @Pianogal
Thanks! Good luck 
Idk about you but if I had too much fights or a single big fight I would leave that friend. I left 2 friends that way, one was causing me problems because I was hanging with another group of friends and he didn’t like them. I went with the better friends too as the others kept telling me to smoke weed with them eventhough I told them it causes me psychosis.
bad idea. no one needs that kinda stress
The two I left didn’t even believe in mental illness and meds. They told me that weed improves schizophrenia lmao So stupid they are.