Yep u read it, I want to kill myself.
There is no such place for me on this earth I am too ■■■■■■ up.
I will be doing this world a favour if i hang myself
Stop talking like that.
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You dont sounbd too positive lately.
Hang in there
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Ya but its the truth I can’t lie and say I’m happy and I don’t want to die.
I’m seriously contemplating it
Please don’t.ive felt the way you do often.talk to someone who can help you. And no the world is not better without you. Hugs
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There are people who love you. Imagine how bad they’d feel if you committed suicide. I remind myself when I’m that way. I get thru it. I can’t hurt my mom like that
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People get over pain and loss.
They understand why I need to die.
They know it’s hard for me.
You need help.
One moment you’re too well for pills, the next moment you’re feeling so low you’re willing to kill yourself.
Clearly something’s not working. Clearly you’re sicker than you think.
Get Help. Talk to your pdoc or pnurse. Please.
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I echo the above posters. Please get help. You have value. I’m sorry you can’t see that right now.
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Life is a cycle - what goes down must come up.
Weather the storm - think: you’re a lighthouse and the waves are high battering your walls. The sun will shine again.
Hang in there
Take a walk on the beach
Have a cup of coffee
Listen to nice music
The tide will turn - it’s the law of life.
Good luck!
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Life is unfair, there’s no doubt… We do our best and sometimes it seems nothing change.
Probably you just want to live a life without the current pain. It’s what most people think when they want to end their lifes.
So what can do to change? Try, try, try, try, didn’t work? Try again and again. You don’t have any energy left? Rest, try to solve your mistakes and try again… You have to be stubborn to live!
Do your best and don’t give up! Your sucess is the world sucess against this disease! Fight it strongly!
Whenever I feel sad, I imagine how it would be if I had succeed, so I want it more badly and do everything I can to solve my mistakes.
Don’t give up! Hang in there!
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These are irrational depressive thoughts, try to ignore them as if they were voices.
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Thanks.
I did see my Dr and all my doses got upped when they should have gone down. It didn’t go so well.
I have tried functioning and it’s actually just pointless.
I would be ending all my pain. I know it’s not going to go away and I have to live like this forever I don’t want to.
How people live to 50 and above on this forum is an achievement for them. I can’t do that.
I’m not meant to. I hate life. I wish I was never born.
I wish i was never born often too, but today i feel decent. I woke up went outside and was like dang the world is beautiful. But usually i just lay in bed and think about death. Life is giving you a hard time right now but if you hang in there and wait to see if the new doses help then you might have a longer stretch of content being that you havent had in a while. Of course it is sunny out rn usually the rains bum me out
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Hi wallafish, cheer up and try to do the things that make you feel better. You know, things can change in a day or a decade. By the end, you feel better because you will manage the hardships whilst getting on with things you love. Don’t convince yourself of any opinion that you are a bad person or unworthy because of you take on others opinion or the negative voices you will bring yourself down. Keep strong and exercise forgiveness in others, maybe yourself and if you feel alone then find help on the boards!
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I can’t stop thinking about taking the extension chord tying it to the fan and hanging myself
All I can think about.
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sounds like it is time to go to the hospital then…
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It’s temporary like everything. It will pass dude
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Hang in there @anon1152203.
This shall pass.
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Please go to the hospital if are seriously contemplating suicide! Your life is valuable and you matter. I understand it’s frustrating to deal with sz and the meds and that crap. But you’re more than just your illness. i think you’re a great human being and I’ve enjoyed getting to know you here on these forums.
Please get help.
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