I feel better than I did last night. I still feel like ****. I’m tired of going to school and dealing with people. I’m tired of dealing with life. I tried to say nothing, to be content, but it’s not working out. I’m sorry I guess. I’m not a positive person. People don’t like me, I know that, but I don’t have anywhere else to go. I don’t care anymore.
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I’m sorry you’re struggling. You don’t have to be positive all the time, that gets annoying just as much as whining all the time gets annoying. It’s okay to go up and down. Be down for a bit. Get your bearings, things will improve eventually.
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Things can improve with time and good treatment. You may want to de-stress your life also.
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I’m feeling horrible today too but things can always improve. We just gotta stay strong and wait for tomorrow.
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I’ve been in that space. I’m sorry you’re there now. I’ve gotten through by just keeping my head down and powering through. I hope you can pull through, too
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Please don’t hurt yourself !! Your family would be crushed !! try to think of them !!
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@Sardonic, I’ve been where you are. Many, many times. It DOES get better. It just needs time. Or a medication change or tweak. Please talk to your doctor and a therapist about your feelings. I’m sure they can help. Just whatever you do, don’t hurt yourself. Talk to your doctor or therapist before you even think about hurting yourself. No one wants to lose you. Not us, nor your friends or family.
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This is a safe, helpful place. It really is. People on here give very good advice and nice tips on what works for them.
There’s a chat option available if you don’t want to talk with somebody over the phone.
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org
Many people don’t try suicide crisis treatment because they think it won’t help. It’s worth a try, even if you feel like you don’t care (it helped me during my teen years and through my 20’s). We care. the people who pick up the hotline phone care.
I’m no marvel of social adjustment myself. I’ve gotten to where I like being alone. It came about as I got older.
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I’m sorry that you are struggling. But good on you for being strong n still going to school through all of this. I hope things get better for you.
Things will get better. I tried killing myself twice and I’m so glad the doctors saved me coz everythings better now. Well not everything but I’m glad I’m still alive. Is there anything in particular that makes you suffer the most?
It was hard for me to change my outlook in life but as I continue on the journey of self discovery I kinda learned that there’s more to life. It’s been 8 years since I tried to take my life and I still struggle sometimes but I kinda learned to focus on those that cares for me like my family.
For people who think of suicide, worrying is so roused that you can not go any further. If you have chronic feelings and thoughts about suicide then you really have to think differently.
Apart from the fact that I would like to see the euthanasia law widened somewhat. Because for some people life is just an agony.
We do not know what happens after death. We fantasize about it and think that we will get peace. But that does not have to be that way. Maybe after your death you will find yourself in a situation in which you suffer at least as much as if you had just survived.
Suicide thoughts are also thought to be learned. If you think a lot about suicide and worry about it. That you eventually come to the conclusion that suicide is not such a bad idea at all. That you start thinking about suicide in the slightest setback. Is not healthy.
It feels safe to think of suicide because there is always a way out. That is definitive that no one can take away from you.
But there are other ways to solve things. And above all, it is not always necessary to come up with a solution. Try to think in terms of solutions.
It is not healthy to think of suicide. Especially not to perform those actions. Although I do not deny that some people suffer unbearably.
It is a difficult subject for me. I think about it a lot. But I do think that a heavily considered decision always has to take place. When you have little joy moments. Then I would not do it.
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Thanks everyone. Things are just really hard. I’m going to school now. I don’t think I can kill myself. I’d be too scared to try again. I’m scared of going to hell. I just want God to put me back in whatever dimension I came from. I think it was better there.
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