Geez, I thought we were at least the “second” rated family 
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Good point haha. Nature is healing…also I learned so much about fishing today…how’s your day going?
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Oh that’s good and fresh fish is ofcourse the most delicious.
My day is going well. Today was a lazy day.
I was on watsapp and went out for a walk in the sun because it was just too hot. Next Monday I might be back at work if results are negative.
Tomorrow I will start to sort out my scribbles finally. I really need to do that as there’s paper lying all over the place.
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Sweet lol today was pretty lazy for me as well…
Any plans for the weekend? Sorry ultra detailed this thread lol
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Haha. Emm… Well I’m stuck in my bedroom this whole week so will probably and hopefully get thru all my overthinking notes and condense it to essential notes into one notebook 
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What about you will you be working again on Saturday?
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That so cool. I miss writing. I remember it being really rewarding. No, no work this weekend. I might go to my friends farm and help him build a cabin there. We’ll see what happens 
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Yea, if you can afford to, just go with the flow of the week.
I wish you well.
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Do you like women romantically? Can you see yourself with a woman?
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I don’t have any particular female love interest at the moment.
But… Yesterday… I was in the shop and this lady gave me an interesting vibe and it got me thinking. Or I felt a vibe at least and she didn’t.
Well that might have been a shallow attraction as she was beautiful looking. To me.
But I do believe I can see myself in a female female relationship if the suitable person appears and I’m OK for them too.
I have kind of freaked out about stis recently. Got hpv and that could take up to 2 years to clear so defo no sex for me for a long time. Not that I’m really emotionally in a place for that atm anyway.
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Thanks for asking. 
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STI’s - Monkeypox (not just an STI) is popping up everywhere.
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Monkey pox can be transmitted sexually too?
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Monkeypox spreads in different ways. The virus can spread from person-to-person through:
- direct contact with the infectious rash, scabs, or body fluids
- respiratory secretions during prolonged, face-to-face contact, or during intimate physical contact, such as kissing, cuddling, or sex
- touching items (such as clothing or linens) that previously touched the infectious rash or body fluids
- pregnant people can spread the virus to their fetus through the placenta
There’s a vaccine shortage.
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I’m a guy, I’m attracted to women but can’t be bothered now.
I’ve been burned too many times.
Plus relationships are stressful for me.
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You honestly sound kind of confused. There is nothing wrong with experimenting to figure this out. I would avoid labels for the time being, though. You say you only listen to love songs, so I guess I’m wondering: do those songs make you think of a man or a woman?
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To tell you the truth, I love men and women. But with women it feels more natural.
But with men, perhaps more intense.
Though I’m not sure as I’ve never really been with a woman.
In love songs? Idk I’m kind of just absent minded. Remember, it’s more the melody than the lyrics I enjoy.
I just feel there’s less stress with women. For me personally because it feels more, easy.
But that doesn’t mean I might not find a man where it all clicks.
Clickety Clickety click 
that would be nice haha.
How’s your love life been? @crazydiamond444 do you have any words of wisdom for me?
I like listening to what you have to say.
The girl I like is super depressed. She’s dealing with depression and negative symptoms, but I did get to talk to her today so I guess that is ok. I have to give her time to recover and give her the space to heal. I’m going to try and be there for her, though. There was another girl I was interested in at my dance event, and she is into spirituality like me, but I just have more in common with the sz girl. I’m looking for a relationship and the key word there is relate. She has to be able to relate to me. Me and the first girl both deal with this illness so we both know what it is like. I’m a lot like you, though, and I get heavily infatuated with the idea of someone. Only once the relationship gets going I detach and get uncomfortable with intimacy because I’ve got way too many issues. I’m honestly a complete mess. Fudged up beyond all repair. I was hoping this relationship with this girl could help heal me, but honestly I don’t know that it is even possible at this point. I’m mentally and emotionally broken. Any love that is real, I will ruin because I’m fixated on a traumatic period in my past. That’s probably more than you needed to hear, but at least its honest.
A guy I know has a good quote
hurt people hurt people, open hearts open hearts, help each other help each other
I’m a hurt person and I will sabotage anything good that comes into my life. At least I’m aware of it. This is way longer than I thought it would be. Anyway, my love life is doing great, how’s yours? Does the idea you have in your head of someone ever measure up to that person in reality? Or do we just have to settle for disappointment? Maybe we have too high of a standard… Maybe imperfect people deserve each other
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