I'm not doing well right now

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Hello friends,

I honestly don’t know if I should be making this post or not. I usually try to be strong on this forum and be helpful as much as possible.

I’m feeling extremely suicidal right now. I’ve been trying my best to drown out the voices, but it’s not working for me. I’m having an extreme level of hallucinations and delusions…and I can’t separate reality from what’s not real. They’re just so intense that I can’t handle it.

I haven’t felt this way in years. I think it’s because my doctor stopped the medications. I have no support for my schizophrenia in my household, so I have no one to reach for help, but this community.

I’m so sorry guys that I’ve disappointed you. I know that I’m supposed to be here for you guys hand now I feel that I have failed you all.

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You have not failed!
See your doctor and get back on medication

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You haven’t failed anyone. You are strong and you can get through this. If you’re doing this bad you should go to the hospital

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I’m sorry to hear that. Do you have someone you can call or a hospital you can go to?
It does sound like you’re in need of extra support.

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You need help. Go to a hospital

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You haven’t failed anyone. Nobody can be supportive all the time, we all go through rough patches. I think you should call the crisis line or go to the ER if possible. Maybe they can get you sorted out in the hospital. It isn’t always a pleasant option but it can be the best one.

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Why did they stop your medication?
I hope you get better soon. We all care about you here.

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There is no need to feel bad - venting is exactly what this place is for. Speak to your doctor and keep us up to date with what’s happening. Stay strong

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I think I speak for everyone when I say you haven’t failed or disappointed us. This group is for us all to support one another and for all of us to be supported.
It’s absolutely great that you’re able to be there for people so often, but when you can’t do Not feel bad about yourself. We’re here for you and that’s that. I just wish you had people who could be there for you in person too

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Time to get back on meds fast.

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@anon10648258

I think you should call the crisis line. They’re professionals who will help you. Everyone needs some help from time to time.

I’m here to listen.

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Hey guys,
Thank you all for posting and encouraging me to take my medication again.
It’s the worst time of the year (although it’s lunar new year’s day) because the doctor is not available in his office. So I’ve just decided to take the dose that I took before.
I don’t really feel better right now, and the reason I couldn’t post after 19 hours is that…the voices were telling me to not post on this thread and give into my impulsive thoughts.
I’m glad that I’m still alive and I found so much peace from being able to talk to you.
Thank you so much for being here.

I still have so much hallucinations right now, but I know that it’s better than before- so I’m really happy about this. Thank you all for being here.

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Glad you’re doing a little better, hope it continues to improve and you get the dosage you need. :slight_smile: Stay safe xx

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You havent failed anyone. I just had pyhchosis like what your describing yesterday. Can you take any anti anxiety meds, or go to the hospital if it gets to be to much?

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O sorry, i didnt see this was from a day ago.

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