These people have put me through hell. And I’m letting my chance to take control slip through my fingers.
For example: My mom told me I give away my power. So I decided to keep my power for myself. But my neighbor knew what I was doing and manipulated so I could not keep my power for myself. And she ended up with my power.
My doctor told me not to be afraid of just a little old lady. So she discoved this too and once again she used me keep me afraid of her.
Green6 told me that if that lady is threatening me through the bottom floor than she must not be smart. So the lady who has the instincts of a cat discovered i was using this and put herself in the position of being smart. And I lost that power struggle.
You asked me to be specific. So here it is. And she’s done stuff like this at least 50 times in 5 years.
And now it dawned on me that this lady is stealing my thunder. I kind of knew it all along. She reads my mind and acts like she is the one who has done what I’ve done. I know this is a rambling rant but in my position I have the chance to be on equal terms and get my due respect in my life. If I just grab it.