I took off from the walk i was allowed to go on with my nurse planning to remove the hands and i hid in a reserve so the nurses wouldnt find me.
The police were cruel they dragged me in mud put handcuffs on me where i had my wound which hurt like hell.
Then i was begging them to gibe my hamds back and one of them promised he will. Well he didnt did he. He just took me back to hospotal and left. Liars. He didnt deny having my hands. Sorry it just really upsetme. And i needed to rant.
That sounds awful. 
Are you back in hospital now?
You need to trust the nurses if you want to get better. Please don’t run away again.
I just felt so desperate to get the hands off. Yes im back at hospital now. No more walks for a while
Yeah, in my experience the police aren’t the best at handling the mentally unwell. I think it would be fantastic if they’d make a special team to respond to mental health calls instead of sending cops.
I’m glad you’re back at the hospital, where you’re at least safer. I hope the doctor finds an AP that will help with your positive symptoms. In the meantime, please try to take care of yourself. Things will get better.