All the staff in the hospital say they want to help me.
Why not get my hands back for me?
Why not demand no violation of my brain by the police?
Why not enforce for the police to stop surveillancing me!?
Take a DNA test and see they aren’t my hands.
The police don’t deny having my hands unless they are around nurses or public. The other day they tried to lure me into the station to take more of my body parts to take my godliness.
I’m going to plier all their aerials and break into the station armed to get my hands back if justice isnt served!
Rant over.
Perhaps because you are sick.
All evidence points to delusions…that is you believe something that isn’t real to anyone else. I can’t change your mind but that is the way…please. Take your meds and listen to your treatment team!
I am taking the meds and it’s like sugar pills nothing. The only thing that has gone mostly away is the violent intrusive thoughts. If it was truly illness then wouldn’t it help. I mean it did help in the past but it’s not helping now because it’s not a chemicall imbalance it’s a violation of rights.
violent intrusive thoughts is a win…hang in there @princess. It’ll all settle down!
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Thanks @rogueone I’m just feeling tortured here from whats going on but I suppose we’ve all been there 
I just wish someone would trust me and say yeah actually you’re right they’re not you’re hands let’s help you get them back and get justice but no let’s just slap the crazy label on her so we can discredit her and make a fool out of her.
It takes time. There’s no easy ways.
What you think today might not be what you think tomorrow.
Please. Look after yourself and think of something else than self harm…
I’m awefully glad I didn’t hurt myself all those years ago…I’d really regret that now!
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Thanks @rogueone. I do know that I’m glad when I was chronically suicidal I didn’t die.
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